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2005-11-25T05:35:00.000+08:00

im so touched by the overwhelming response wen ppl gotta noe

im attached.

hahakz.

tks u taggers for tagging!

weeeee~!

its actually NOT fast at all.

seriously,

over the past month, a lot of ppl has been

comforting me on hw break-ups

are soo common.

so, DYN, its really not easy.

and time flied real slow for me for the past month.

tks taggers for the well-wishers.

heee.

i'll reply on my tag-board myself.

ouhwell,

lyf's a drag!

now that im waiting for the final decision

of my 'boss'.

whether she'll let me work or she won't.

haizz..

i've been spending my days sleeping, smsing and

calling my baby, while waiting for 1st DEC.

its a real DRAG.

i can't meet my baby for this week coz

he's real busy, celebrating his

belated burfday with his family members.

and i understand that very well.

and most prolly, i'll meet him on monday.

FUCK.

nw that its been raining,

i can't go swimming!

ishk.

i can't really go out either

coz my besties are busy with her

ex.. hmphx.

and so, i relieve my stressness

with ciggies.

my baby noes and he isn't really mad.

just control..

hahaha. wth.

kayy, i dutnoe whut else to update!

SERI, i'll put up ur anni date coz it's the

same as myne!

hahaha.

TOODLES!*

baby, you're everything to me now.

just don't disappoint me.

i heart you.

2005-11-23T06:48:00.000+08:00

231105, 00:10:24

a new chapter begins!

heeeeee.

im finally attached after 1mth and 7days of singleism.

hahaha.

ouhkayy, i gues a lot of ppl wud say that it's a short

term singleism lyf i've had.

but only god knows hw miserable i felt at tymes.

but nevertheless, somebody new came into my lyf.

his name is khairul and he's soo cute!

hahaha.

yearrp, ya'll guessed it correctly.

he was the khairul i've been talking abt.

the one whom has been talking to me frm midnight

till dawn or even morning.

the latest talk we ever had was for 11 hrs.

and it was within a day.

i dun really noe him at ferst.

only gt to know him thru wan emily-belo, my friend.

at ferst, both of is weren't were keen on getting to know

each other.

we were scared of being denied. in other words,

rejected.

but god works in mysterious ways,

by day, we fell in love with each other.

we were of course, surprised.

he confessed to me that he loves me very2 much.

weeeeee!

and so, today's his burfday.

and just nw, he asked me to call at 12am sharpp.

and so i called and wished him happy burfday.

after a while, i figured out that he was nervous.

hahahah.

he was talking to me lyk as if he never talked to

me before. hahakx.

and he proposed..

it really didnt took me long before i gave my answer.

hahkz.

and now, im soo happy!

at least i have sumone to share my hapiness with!

heeeeee.

alrteyy den!

gtg.

TOODLES!*

i asked you what can i giv you as a burfday present,

you said you wanted me.

2005-11-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack if updates!

ughh. been busy these days.

on 16.11.05, wan, khairul and friends came to my hse

for hari raya.

they were fun uh.

haha. it was my ferst tyme meetink dat chinese looking boy!

hahaha. he's very cute.

heeee.

and still he denies it. haiyoyok.

beyyloo laa dat guy. tml's his burfday..

and so,

HAPPY BURFDAY YOU CHINESE BOY!

heeeee.

gonna talk to him later tonyt.

wanna giv him present oso dunno wat to giv.

ishk.

giv him boxers uh ehk?

hahahah.

hmm, i dunno laa.

nehoos, if i were to start werk,

i wnt be able to blogg that often anymore.

this is because, im

gonna werk frm 11 - 8.

mondays to saturdays.

and so....

NO SOCIAL LYF.

best ehk?

hah!

erm, but im doin it for the monay!

nyahahaha.

i loike! hehehe.

can buy new hp! weeee~!

and so, i think i'll blogg until here.

if anything special or shocking happens today,

i'll inform u guys tml!

hahah.

TOODLES!*

my heart is beginning to call out your name.

2005-11-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

ive just came back!

ouhkayy, so currently im feeling very tired.

ytd, i talked to my new friend, khairul, frm 12

to 9.

so far, he's veryy interesting.

so, we had so much in common and we had so much

to talk about.

haha. so, it was fun.

kayy, and i only slept frm 10 to 3.

supposed to meet my gilurrs.

but den, i sleep laa.

so, at 5, i went out.

went to lot 1 to return the rented vcds.

along the way, i called hanah and we met.

together with ayu.

ayu's hair is nyce.

so, after returning the vcds,

i went to I.P zone to buy my coat.

veryy nyce2!

hehehe.

so, then we went to hanah's hse.

and so, we were listening to some songs

wen i suddenly wanted to dance.

hahaha.

so, ayu and hanah watched me dance.

i mixed techno, reaggae, rnb and hiphop in

the dance.

and i was lurving it!

hahaha.

den, yan and friends came.

we went downstairs.

and they played soccer with some chinese

guys.

after a few minutes, i went back.

so, herre i am.

im gonna dance agen.

weeee~!

tmr hanah and ayu's coming.

we're gonna dance agen.

weeehee~!

TIRED.

TOODLES!*

im scared to fall in love again.-

2005-11-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

heyyloo.

so let's see,

4 days of not updating.

been busy and tired.

not really busy..

i've been busy sleeping!

hmphx!

kayy, my raya moneyy all finished alredy.

heeee.

hw SAD!

kayy whutever.

tmr goin jln raya agen wif my family.

i've alredy jln rayer wif my frens.

and it was days ago.

quite fun but sad to say,

there's only abt 5 of us.

ouhkayy, lets see.

just now, i witnessed sumthing soo GROSS.

im serious ouhkayy.

GEMOK, my male cat (stoopid name but i still love him),

fucked his son, KECIK (kayy, its bcoz the cat's small).

and both are male cats!

and they're a family!

its veryy2 gross.

ENUFF OF CAT TALKS.

heeee.

recently, my friends tried to matchmake me.

hahahahah!

dun ouhkayy,

coz im simply veryy choosy now.

i've just returned home frm my aunt's open hse.

this year it seems quiet.

i didnt meet abg shafiq!

hw sad.

haha.

ouhkayy, i wanna watch my movies alredy.

TOODLES!*

life seems so perfect now.

2005-11-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

heyyloo.

well, today is a fun2 dayy. hmm, not really. heheh. i slept at 11am today and woke upp at 5pm. went to bathe and then off i went to jelapang to meet my lovely frends! hahah. so, i watched em lil' kids dance. it's damn pathetic! hahz. theyy danced lyk zombies. hmphx. later in the afternoon, im gonna teach them. and this time round, i'll be real strict. haha. im serious tho. this is coz i dun wan them to lose. it's the reputation of their class, they havta do their best! heeee. (=

den after which, went to eat mac at fajar. i had azli to accompany me. we're friends tho. (= then, went to smokey wokey. den, followed him as he wanted to play soccer. i watched those boys play soccer. HOT! hahah. den faryzal came and so did fauzy. they accompanied me as azli was playing soccer. we talked, smoked and stuffs. then kikyn called, saying that my elder syster will be coming wif my futura bro-in-law. den, i went home which was abt 8.

my elder syster came abt 11. and they went back at about 12 plus i guess. so yeaa. i hadnt had enuff sleep. hmphx. tml, will be heading to jelapang agen. den to BP to buy my new jeans. so yeaa, that's the update for TODAY. ouhhyeaa! i'll be going to jln rayer on wednesday maybe wif my grrlies. anyy1 wanna follow? (=

TOODLES.*

i saw you holding her hand. in an unknown land. having fun, under the sun.

2005-11-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

it seems that guys are all the same.

i've suffered.

today, 6th october..

is the end of my sys and her mrFIRDAUS.

haixxx.

so egoistic.

FUCK YOU.

i'm starting to hate them alredy.

we gerls treat them so nycely,

we treat them as if they're precious glasses..

carefully carrying them, so as they'll not break.

but, IS THIS WHAT WE GET IN RETURN??!

man.. i think this is unfair.

AT ALL.

we sacrifice all we have, all we can..

just to be there for them.

why must WE be the victim?

the end.

what goes around, comes around.

what goes upp must come down.

I BELIEVE IN KARMA.

mayy allah bless you.

2005-11-02T17:17:00.000+08:00

HEYLOO ALL!

first and foremost,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

to all my MUSLIM bloggers!

weeeheeehee~!

at last, the day has come.

hahah.

anyways, i bought a cream colored baju kurung.

NYCE!

hehehe.

currently, my house isnt that ready for hari raya.

my dad, my syster and me are in the verge

of painting the house upp.

we've decided to paint the house GREEN.

heeee.

ITS VERYY NYCE!!!

ouhkayyx, im only left to go to causeway point to buy

my bloody shoes.

i'll buy those skin colored shoes.

i cant wait for tml mayn!

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

woohooo!

hahaha.

hmm, today's the last day of puasa alredyy.

tyme flies so fast.

and im soo SAD!

i got no man to celebrate with.

all gone..

but whutever laa.

i got my guy frens...

haha.

i wanna continue cleaning upp this messy house!

TOODLES!*

the time has come

for us to forgive and forget

let us forget those bad tymes we've had

and be happy for once.

*selamat hari raya.

2005-11-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

heyyloo!

im here to report abt my hari raya preparation progress.

hahah.

anw, i bought a GREEN baju kebaya!

weee~!

maybe later, im gonna find another one.

a white or cream one maybe..

soo haappyy!! hahaha.

i bought the baju at RH.

hmm, ouhkayyx laa.

so, i shall post a lot of pics on hari raya

to show you peepz my kebaya.

hahah.

ouhwell, wanna get ready..

TOODLES!*

somebody who has brought me upp,

somebody who has sacrificed and dedicated

his lifetime for me.

i cried.

because of you, my father.

thank you for evrything.

i heart you papa!

2005-10-31T03:44:00.000+08:00

heyyloo.

its 3 plus am and i still cant sleep.

yesterday, i slept at 7am and woke up at 4pm.

i woke up and then at abt 6, went to jurong point.

wanted to breakFAST there.

when we reached there, it was lyk so crowded and

there was no seat left for us..

im referring to the banquet btw.

so, the first thing, wen i arrived at the banquet,

i saw azli, my skool fren who was in 4t1 last year.

he graduated.

hmmm, looked good.. lyk before.

haha.

so, i smiled at him and he smiled back.

heeee. (=

since there wasnt any seat yet, we went upstairs to

buy OCK.

i ate the nuggets, the wrap thingyy and the prawns.

and i was FULL.

after a while of sitting outside of coffee bean,

we went back to banquet.

my mum ate i dunno wad's the name but it's a green

noodle. (i hate it. eventho it's green.)

my dad ate the chicken congee or sumthing.. (not quite sure)

and i.. i ate beef tepanyaki.

ouhkayx laa.

but i dun really like it.

i didnt finish it upp.

after filling our stomachs with those sumptuous food,

my mum went to buyy some kebabs for the kiddo

at home and my dad went to cut his hair.

now, he looks like my otha uncle. hahah. (=

along the way, i bought a gypsian earring, as well as a

white watch. i've been wanting that watch! haha.

my mum bought for me a loreal perfect match for

true asian skin foundation.

weeeee~!

we then met up with my dad and fetched my grandmother

at the mrt station.

then, we proceeded to my aunt's hse nearby.

that's where i met up with my nephew.

woohoo!

he's soo cute!

heheh. those chubby cheeks.. weeheehee~!

my mum passed some stuffs to my cousin and as for me,

i browsed thru my pics at my cousin's lappy.

funny poses i had in those pix! hehe.

and so, we went back at abt 10.25pm.

and i had my ciggies at abt 11pm.

quite late huh.

hmm..

there you go!

a long entry..

hahahah.

it's rare, so.. READ properlyy.

scroll back upp! hahah. jkjk.

TOODLES!*

all it takes is some care and concern,

to show me that you love me.*

2005-10-29T14:25:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

its been days since i've blogged.

im currently at my cuzzy's hse sumwhr at wdl.

been here since yesterday.

i love it here!

hahakz.

i love my cuzzy, i love the surroundings.

i love evrything here.

i broke the record!

wtf.

yeaa, i didnt come to school for one week.

heeee.

but hu cares!

its the holidays alredy!

weeeeeeee~!

preparations for hari raya havent been made

yet.

ugh.

i hate it.

anw, i maybe wearing white this year

coz radzi's been asking me out and he's wearing white.

also, my elder syster's wearing white.

i dutnoe..

i wanna wear green too!

heeee.

i have no idea whut to blogg.

i just cant imagine my next year in school.

hmph.

and whuts more, i passed!

but its just that i retained due to my attendance.

haiiyooyook!!

*TOODLES!

a daily thought,

a silent tear,

a constant wish that you are near.

words are few but thoughts are deep.

memories of us i'll always keep.

2005-10-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

hmph.

im soo disappointed with myself.

but, i thank my parents.

for understanding my situation.

im supposed to retain.

ughh!!

and i cannot drop to normal academic.

my mum wants me to continue in express.

haizz.

but at least, she excused me.

she knows that i had break-ups along the way and stuffs.

so yea.. hw i love my mummy!

weee!

and not forgetting, my daddy too!

hmm, from now on, i gotta promise myself to study harder.

who knows, i can make it to JC sumday.

i really can't wait for next year.

i wanna prove to my mother that i really can do it.

heee.

mama, i dun wanna let you down.

wanna breakFAST.

tata!

2005-10-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

BOREDOM.STRIKED.ME.AGEN.

im soo boredd.

i dutnoe whut to do.

i wanna go geylang but i cant stand the crowd.

i wanna sleep but i cant.

BLEAARGHH!

hmm, i wanna change my blogskin.

im still considering man.

daymn.

i think im becoming a boring person by day.

today's a skool holiday fer me.

weee~!

it's the promotion day.

i hope i'll get promoted.

or i will DIE.

there'll be no programme for tmr.

so how?

to go? or not to go?

hmmm...

all i think about is MONEY.

MONEY.MONEY.MONEY.

i cant wait for raya..

coz that's the only way i'll get moneyy easilyy.

nevertheless, i STILL HAVE NO MOOD FOR IT.

shucks.

been browsing frenster frm just now.

why do people love to put backgrounds and

make the otha stuff transparent??

NOT NYCE LA!

its so fcuking hard to read their profyles!

hmph.

nehoos, i dun see many stylish peeps nwadays.

y huh?

issit because of the fasting month?

hmm..

OKOK!

im done.

the day you left,

my world became upside-down.

the colours faded.

2005-10-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

its been days since i've blogged.

all coz i dutnoe whut the hell to blogg.

im not fasting today.

LAZY.

heeehee.

hmmm..

10 MORE DAYS.

soon, its gonna be hari raya.

i really have no mood.

hmphh.

HOLIDAYS are few days away.

i dutnoe wad will i be doing on the holidays.

tymes are getting shittier.

im getting bored wif myself.

all i do is playy my FF7, sms, shoppe, talk on the phone,

chill out and soo on..

nowadays i dutnoe who to sms..

except for my grrlies..

GOSSIP.

and, today..

i didnt do to skewl.

as usual.

i cudnt wake upp.

i dutnoe y.

dunask. dunask.

i'll update agen wen i get bored.

have you ever wondered why i love to walk long distances with you?

have you ever wondered why i love to stare at your face?

have you ever wondered why i love to make you mad?

have you?

toodles.*

2005-10-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

heylooo.

i am back for updates.

weeeeee~!

hmm..

whut to update?

i dutnoe actually..

but i'll try..

hmm..

21st OCTOBER 2005.

graduation day for sec 4E/4NT/5N.

it was a solemn occasion.

well, frm wad i can see the 4E & 5Ns

dun really care abt leaving the skool.

hahz.

i was really touched by the 4NTs.

the whole class really cried!

hahah.

seriously, they were really united.

hw touching!

theyy hugged each other..

wow.

nysa, wid and even the craziest fellow, RAI &JOSH..

they cried too!

awwww~

for the sec 5Ns & 4Es,

theyy were lyk so happy to leave the skool.

hahaha.

funny kids.

and during the presentation slides,

there were a few funny faces.

faces of sec 5s n 4s who WERE in sec 1s.

theyy look so cute! hahahah.

anw, im so tired ryt now.

i guess i wanna sleep soon.

hahkz.

ehh! no..

im gonna disturb ppl ferst.

nyahahaha.

till den,

TOODLES MY FRENS!

2005-10-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

hmmm.. abt my previous entries..

ya'll can ignore em.

today is our supposedly 3 mthsary.

but whut the hell,

he's become my BROTHER now!

weeee~!

i've decidedd to move on.

well, for the past two days..

my exes have been contacting me.

and i didnt noe that so manyy people luv me that much!!

hahah.

im sick.

sick-in-the brayn.

i'm happy now.

its just that i need a replacement.

to forget him.

yupps2.

heee.

aww, my exams are over & hari raya

is in two weeks tyme!

wahahhahahaa.

im not readyy!!

ughh!

ouhkayy2..

hmm..

aniway, do i accept my ex or do i not?

the last tyme i was wif him for 2mths 5days.

n then, he asked for a break upp.

nw, he wants me back.

hmmm...

how?

;)

ouhhhlaaalaaaa.

I LOVE MY MUMMY!

heeeheee.

TOODLES!

2005-10-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

MUHAMMAD NURUDDIN BIN AHMAD FUAD.

a name i'll not forget.

memories with you will be kept.

deep inside my heart,

i still love you.

forgetting you takes time.

im sure it will.

you made me change.

you're special to me.

the moment i met you, i noe we'd be together long enuff.

but sad to say, some ppl cant accept my past that's

dark enuff for me.

a past.. a mistake that wasnt my fault.

190705 - 161005.

DYNIKA.

this name,

it will be in me till the very day i die.

i will not forget it.

you showed me true love.

a love that is so pure.

the joy that you brought in me..

it's so special.

nobody has ever made me happier than u.

u really made me the happiest person on

earth wen i was wif u.

the places we used to go..

my place, ur place..

wdl.. teck y.. cck.. town..

many more.

i wanted to celebrate my raya with you.

but, im unable to do so.

we ended just lyk that.

the pendants, the gifts, the photos..

pls dun destroy them.

keep it as a momento.

i will do the same to myne.

may you be blessed by allah.

i'll always pray that u'll come back.

i heart you dearly.

ur the only ex that has made me change.

come back to me..

='(

2005-10-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

DYNIKA.

190705 - 161005.

THE END OF US.

='(

i still heart you.

2005-10-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

you left me crying yesterday nyt.

im still waiting for your reply.

i miss you.

why are you doing this?

what do you get?

you're breaking my heart..

you're ripping it apart.

what happened to those promises we made?

am i still yours?

don't leave me wondering..

are those times i dedicate myself to you wasted for nothing?

im in pain.

somebody just help me.

you got to know my mom.

we've had loads of memories.

are those memories wasted for nothing?

who am i to you?

i'm not a doll you can toy with.

and what will i tell my mother if me and you..

we...

i dun wanna talk abt it.

i dun wan it to happen.

how i wish i'll have someone to love me loads.

care.. be with me.. forever.

MR DYNSIGNER. MUHAMMAD NURUDDIN BIN AHMAD FUAD,

IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. DON'T LEAVE ME CRYING MY NYTS OUT.

='(

2005-10-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

HEYLOO ALL U PEEPZ!!!

FINALLY!!

i get to blogg!!

and finally..

THE EXHAUSTING, PAIN IN THE ASS, NERVE-WRECKING EXAMS ARE OVERR!!!

wahahahaha.

im soo loving it!

frm today onwards, you peepz may visit my blog

often coz i'll be updating evry now and then.

yeay!

hmm, it's the fasting month..

and im NOT fasting at the moment..

because i simply CAN'T.

I HAVEN'T BOUGHT MY BAJU KEBAYAS YET!

ughhh!

it's frustrating.

geylang's packed nowadays..

and im starting to hate that place.

it's so hot and stuffy.

eventho can 'cuci mate'..

still, its stoopid laa dat place.

blame my mother, she made me hate that place.

be heading town tml..

i love ya'll LOADS!

and i love my huneyy LOADS too!

heeeks.

TOODLES!

2005-10-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

IM SORRY.

='(

2005-10-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

HEYLOO!

sorry for not updating peepz!

haizz.. currentlyy, my internet connection's being disconnected

till my mother pays the next bill. haiyoyokk.

nw, im at my mama's werkplace.

just helping her ard..

hmm..

i dutnoe whut to update actually..

nehoos,

im living happily ever after with my huneyy.

it seems kinda funny to me.

i've never been with somebody this long.

its gonna be 3 mths soon.

how fast time flies.

my love for him will never fade.

I HEART mrDYNSIGNER.

we're all gonna fast soon!!

as in, the muslims.

wahahahah.

i loike!

i like the fasting month bcoz its

veryy2 fun! haha.

the geylang bazaar..

n summore, it's the FIRST tyme i get to

experience the fasting month with my beloved

huneyy.

weeeee~!

my english and malay paper will be next week.

i hope it's not gonna be dat tough.

*prays hard*

well, to all you taggers out there,

PLS KEEP ON TAGGING!

sorry if i were to reply back late.

but, i hope ya'll wont stop visiting my blog.

till den,

TOODLES GUYS.

TAKE CARE!

2005-09-25T00:48:00.000+08:00

HEYLOO!

as i said, i dutnoe whut to update.

but today, im gonna make an effort to update.

because i simply miss updatinkk.

nyahahaha.

hmmm, whut can i say..

TODAY, as in the 24th of Sept..

is a tiring day fer me.

i had to help my mummy.

and there was ONCE, where my mummy left

me alone and i had to handle

a customer who wanted 11 boxes, which is

equivalent to packing 270 chocolates in

11 boxes.

IT WAS FREAYKING TIRING!!

and i was supposed to meet huneyy!!!

ughhH!

unfortunately, that bossy boss wanna come.

huneyy baby, im sowiee kayy?

and guess wad?

we broke the record!!

we left the shop at 10pm today.

the latest.

haizz.

and now, im beat!

also, also..

im freayking crayzeeyy laa these few days.

i keep on giving ppl tes-ties.

nyahahaha.

no need to say THANK YOU.

its my pleasure.

heheh.

tak tauu malu nyerr akuU!!

hahaha.

i dutnoe wads upp fer tml.

hope it's gonna b exciting.

nyahahaha.

ouhwell,

i wanna sleep.

i mish that busuk botak guy of myne!!

heheh.

take care all!

2005-09-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates!

i dutnoe whut to update laaa!!

2005-09-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

h e y l o o .

reply to taggers;

[*[[LOLLIPOPS]` i'll rename you ouhkayy? u too take care.

[eishaa]` so sad. nehoos, who asked for it? was it him?

[x.Ct'urul'uda.x]` i'll relink you up grrl. (=

[ZOOLAA]` heyluu! tks ayt. you too take care!

[ifah]` heheh. i'll relink you!

[sweetkisses]` ahakz. pityy you. to me, F&N is fun laa. hahz.

[yan]` heyy tks for dropping by!

[far]` heyy tks for tagging!

[ila]` heyloo! i am frm greenridge.. (=

[jenna]` i dunnoe! hahakz. all i do during F&N is either eat or sms.. hehs.

[rasta_gerl]` yeaa! rasta rasta! i live kt teck y..

[ira`spydey]` ahakz! kikyn pemalas laa. haha. i heart my botak! hahakz.

so manyy taggers!

i heart you all!

hahahkz.

nehoos, im very sorry i didnt update for a long time.

i've been busy.

VERY busy.

been busy with my maths especially.

i wanna pass my maths!

ahakz.

hmm..

before i forget,

happy belated 2 mths to my huneyy!

and today, is our 2mths 2 days.

how fast time flies.

i wanna thank my huneyy for everything!

i feel secure with him by my side.

i feel happy with him by my side.

i just hope he won't leave me.

i heart you huneyy!

n today, marks three days i DID NOT MEET HIM.

haizz.

as i said, we've been busy.

HE with his prelims,

ME with my tests.

but whatsoever our reasons are,

we are still close at heart.

ahakz.

and maybe all of you maybe wondering where

am i at this time..

im AT HOME.

i didnt attend school.

i miss my grrlies!

haha.

ouhwell, i'll update again some

other time.

toodles!

2005-09-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

h e y l o o .

i've just came back from school.

had mother tongue oral.

it was kind of tough cause me n my friends,

we don't really talk in malay that much.

And i had difficulties pronouncing some words.

My malay teacher said, i read well.

My conversation sucks.

i hate it.

haha.

Anyway, i had my F&N lesson just now and

we were asked to do our F&N coursework for

our end of year exams.

haizz..

it was quite tough, gathering informations.

all because there were too many informations provided

till i do not know which one to work on.

hahz.

i'll have to work step by step i guess.

just now, i followed my grrlies.

they had to sell the grrl guides cookies.

raihanah can be a good entreprenuer.

she managed to sell most of the cookies.

hahz.

congratulations rai.

we had fun just now.

thanks u grrls for brightening up my afternoon.

I have a maths homework.

i wanna meet my BOTAK!

hehehe.

ouhwell,

i wanna freshen up.

TAKE CARE PEEPZ!

2005-09-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

h e y l o o .

sorry for not updating my blogg recently.

i've been busy lately.

been busy studying of course.

school's been tough but i've managed it well.

i've got some hope in passing my maths for my

test today.

haha. i'm happy!

ouhwell, my `mrDYNSIGNER has just

cut his hair.

he's sort of bald.

but not really bald.

nyahahaa.

he's so cute!

hahaz.

hmmm, school's tiring just now.

had P.E.

it was fun. as in, totally fun.

had fun with my grrlies.

aww, i heart u grrls.

n just now, i've been revising my chemistry

and my maths.

chemistry's hard to memorise.

maths has been becoming easier

each dayy.

hahahakz.

i wanna score for my final year.

sec 4 Express, here i come!

i bought a new billabong shirt

for `mrDYNSIGNER.

actually, i wanted to buy him QUIKSILVER

stuffs. but then, i was too lazy to go town.

sorry ouhkayy huneyy?

next time, i'll buy u those stuffs.

ouhkayy then,

i wanna study F&N.

then, i wanna sleep.

toodles!

2005-09-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

h e y l o o .

soriee fer not updatinkk fer the last two days.

before i go on,

HAPPY 1st MONTH TO FYRR & KYN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAIFUL*TEAMAPEKS!

heeeheee.

i met huneyy todayy!

nyahahaha.

i kinda enjoyed being wif him todayy.

he met my mama todayy!

wahahaha.

yeaa, my mama talked to him n he was kinda

scared.. haha. but i think my mama

wasnt dat fierce ryt hunz?

haha.

n soo, the couple took a neocard.

nyahahah.

ouhkayy laa.

I LOOK FAT & IM SOO HATING IT!

i gues i really gotta exercise.

haizz..

n also..

not forgetting..

ANUGERAH!

im kinda disappointed dat chicco was eliminated.

haiyoyokk!

he's cute wadd!!!

haha. but syed azmir also OK laa..

haha. to idahchix; i noe u're happy!! hahah.

a BIG THANK YOU to myy huneyy..

for topping up my hp for me.

nyahahha.

ouhwell,

gotta tidy up the HOUSE.

its freaykin messy n it's been

calling me to tidy it upp.

haizz..

my 50 bucks is also calling me to free

it frm my momma's hand.

mwahahaha.

HUNEYY, I LOVE U!

MWAHHX!

byebye laa!

x))

2005-09-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

h e y l o o .

FINALLY!! i met huneeyyy!

mwaaahx! mwahhx! mwahxx!

weee~

im veryy happy.

seing my huney's face,

getting hugged n getting kissed by

him makes me HAPPY!

hehehehe.

i loike!

nehoos, juz now town was quite quiet.

dunnoo y.

hmmm..

i saw a few pants n jeans n also a white ripples flip-flop

n i think, i'll get them soon.

nyahaha.

i wanna sleep.

TATA!

2005-09-10T13:13:00.000+08:00

h e y l o o .

probablyy meeting huneyy today.

ahakz.

im VERY HAPPY!

maybe bai, nurul n apul will be there as well.

heheheh.

im shagged.

haizz..

gotta help mama agen todayy..

my mama's SICK!!!

pity my mama..

eh! ouhkayy laa..

wanna go n get readyy..

townies, HERE I COME!

have a nyce day!

2005-09-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

WARNING; ENTRY MIGHT BE SLIGHTLY LONG TODAY.

h e y l o o .

i juz got back frm my mother's werkplace.

there was shipment.

so, that's y i gotta help.

nehoos, bought a freshbox crossback.

hehs. i loike!

yesterday, i did the same thing.

help my mother.

besides, that bloody POA class was cancelled.

yeayness.

heeheee.

enuff abt my dailyy stuff..

---------------------------------------

nw, abt US.

i dunno wads really happenning to us..

me, huneyy.

dun be panickedd..

ITS NOT OVER kiex?

i still heart him dearlyy..

juz dat nowadays,

we're falling apart.

issit him?

or issit me?

i dutno.

i dun wanna leave him,

neither do i want him to leave me.

he's a guy i love so much..

the ferst person whom i cried for

juz because i need n miss him badlyy..

seriouslyy, i miss him.

i wish i can see him evrydayy..

these days, i've seen relationships tearing apart.

i dun wish to see dat happen to me.

if i were to break upp,

wad will happen to me?

haizz..

he made me change..

his words..

his poems..

his kiss..

his touch..

they juz mesmerize me..

im in L O V E .

i thank god fer letting us meet.

he'll be my ferst n my last.

but if he's gonna let me go..

i'll be lost fer words.

----------------------------------

tml's saturday!!

hahahakz.

towning wud b great..

hmm..

but i dutno..

maybe i'll be stayin home.

see how it goes...

alryteyy den,

wanna REST.

TOODLES!

2005-09-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

i'll update tml!

2005-09-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

im gonna miss him.

='(

met huneyy jz nw.

haizzz, hw i miss him.

5days.

ishk.

nehoos, maybe i'll not meet him for 1 wk plus.

haizz..

such a long period.

but whut to do.

his studies MUST come ferst.

i'll be lonely..

juz seeing his sms n not seeing his face.

haizzz..

ouhwell, went to skool juz nw.

attended E.MATHS n not POA.

was too tired.

had to continue sleepink.

hahz.

so, had E.MATHS n was the last to finish evrything upp.

i admit, im a slow poke.

but whut to do, im still learning.

i feel sad.

im trembling ryt nw.

i dunno y.

maybe coz i cant meet him often nwadays.

maybe coz we dont spend a lot of tym..

maybe coz our meeting was too short juz nw.

i dunno..

i need him badlyy.

i'llMISSyou.

goodbye.

2005-09-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

1 tub of COOKIES&CREAM ice cream

1 big bottle of MUG`ROOTBEER

1 cup NOODLE

1 ROTIBOY

1 BIG PACK OF ICE

1 small CHOCOLATE MILK

;

these are the things i bought juz to keep

me away frm boredom.

it costs me $11.

n to me, its moneyy well spent.

`im gonna be fat.

2005-09-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

TEARS OF DISAPPOINTMENT.

='(

2005-09-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

i feel so tired.

well, juz nw, i went to skool.

was kinda early.

ouhkayy laa.

met faryzal on the way to skool.

hahz.

gettink tall laa dat idiot..

den, a few idiots at the lrt asked for my name.

hah! dun waste ur tyme laa huh..

so, had maths.

mr koh was surprised i came n dat i showed some

effort in doink my hmwk.

heeeheeee. (=

was happy.

we were asked to complete a set of worksheet.

i managed to finish wif the help of bei ling.

yeaa.

after evrything ended, went home.

haaaiiizzzz...

i feel VERYY tired.

tml's the only day im not goink to skool.

weeeeheee~!!!

alryteyy then..

toodles!

2005-09-04T13:46:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

well, i enjoyed myself ytd.

but, i met the X.

haizz...

i felt sick wen i saw him..

seriouslyy.. i dint mind his friend.

bt him?

makes me sick.

memories.

they cannot b thrown or forgotten

easilyy..

but for my own good..

i'll juz havta throw them away..

i've found him..

he, hu is far more better than u.

forget me i say..

juz do it.

maybe painful for u..

but pls do so..

i pray dat u'll find sumbedy better..

let dat old flame die.

im not meant for u.

FACE IT,

we dun belong together.

anws, i bought a new MICKEYY tote bag!!

weeeheehee~!

gonna use it to skool.

i wanna buy loads of mickeyy stuffs.

heeks.

todayy, my huneyy may be goink JB

wif sum members of teamapeks.

i heard its juz gonna b him, bai, daffy n awek.

hope they'll b safe.

been mugging latelyy..

my exams are comink.

n i havta do my maths coz i really wanna

improve n in future, i do wanna take business.

so, dats y laa.

dats all fer nw i thinkk.

i heart my huneyy!

he's soo cute laa jz nw..

call me juz to ask the tym..

hahakz..

mwwwaaahhhxxx!

toodles.

2005-09-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

maybe heading town today.

wanna buy new stuffs.

*tks 4 the mickeyy pencil case hunz!*

2005-09-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

heyloo.

sorie fer not updatink ytd guys.

kinda tired.

managed to celebrate kakak's burfday ytd..

wif mama, abg rais n me.

kikyn was sick at home.

we had fun.

F.U.N.

its been a long tyme since i've met her.

im gonna mis her agen.

haizz...

The holidays hav nw OFICIALLY

begun!

hahakz.

yeah, but despite the holidays, i still gotta

cum to skewl to attend my maths & POA

classes.

n its almost evrydayy..

gotta bear wifit.

n i muz cut dwn the number of days i see

my baby during the holidays.

i'll never get to really enjoy.

but its ok tho,

work hard nw..

'we reap wad we sow'

hahaz.

well to my dearest huneyy,

i gotta say sorie..

for troubling u evrytym we meet.

* there's this feelink inside me.

i dunno wad it is.

mixed emotions inside me.

i sorry to make u worry.

i sorry to make u sad.

i juz hope i'll change one day.

i really do.

it's not dat i wanna hurt u..

its all bcoz of dat feelink.

i juz hope it will go away soon.

i wan HAPPINESS.

not sadness.

IM REALLY SORIE BABY.

<333

ouhwell, dats it peepz.

enjoy ur holidays!!

mwwwaaaaahhhhxxxx!

so long..

goodbye.

2005-08-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

finally.

my form teacher, MS YONG,

gets to know abt my blogg n blogg address.

well, if u're readink dis ms yong,

pls tagg hor!!

hahaha.

i dun mind laa.

juz dun leak it out to my parents n it'll b

ok. i'll try my best to attend skool evryday..

heeeks. (=

today's the teachers' day celebration in skool.

hahz.

nyce laa. i lyk the whole concert.

it was fun thruout.

VERY, EXTREMELY

fun.

n my class won 2nd for the banner competition.

credits to wid n company.

n my class for contributing MONEY.

hehehe.

i wanna go swimmink.

haizzz..

but it seems dat i CANT!

ugh!

maybe, we'll be watching the maid tml.

me n huneyy.

maybe laaa.. not confermed yet coz tml's my

syster's burfday..

ouhyaaa,

HEPPY BURFDAY KAKAK!

plus,

HEPPY TEACHERS'

DAY!

i gues i'll be heading to town tml.

hopefully.

19 days more.

2mths.

hahakz.

i heart u hunz!

mwaahhxx! ;)

toodles!

2005-08-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

heyloo angels.

i've juz returned home.

well, i didnt attend skool today.

haizz..

juz becoz i woke up late.

n anw, i cud go if i wanted to but my

father wudnt let me.

so, i juz stayed home n slept.

well, juz nw, went to lot 1.

ferst, wif my mum.

we planned to go to ya kun kaya to hav

our lunch.

but wen we reached, i saw

mr koh, mr seah, mr muhammad

and most importantly,

MDM HENG, my principal.

ugh!

i was really panicked.

all i cud do is smile at them.

im soo unlucky.

shit.

ouhwell, den, we went to level 1 n bought

a big teddy bear.

after which, we went

back to ya kun kaya.

luckily they weren't there.

so, my mum, me n kikyn sat and ate.

after eating, i quickly said to my mummy

i wanna go home.

my huneyy was alredy waiting at

the void deck.

wen i reached there, i saw 3 ppl.

i really had no idea hu they were until

i sat down.

they were my huneyy, bai n nurul.

hahakz.

i was shocked.

all the way from wdl

to twl.

wow.

hahakz.

we den proceeded to blk 16 or smth..

to sit dwn..

we joked ard..

had fun..

blaablaa..

at abt 7, serinaim came.

we sat..

discussed..

n done!

heeeks.

we went to lot 1.

kikyn pierced her nose

and then we went home.

wednesday, maybe we'll

be heading to jrg east to swim.

me n huneyy.

weeee~!

i had a great day today.

meetink the ladies.

the gentlemens.

of coz, my huneyy!

mwaaaahhxx!!

i heart u dear.

gd nyt humans.

2005-08-28T11:53:00.000+08:00

heyl00 all!

my new skin

hw? nyce?

hahahakz.

pretty simple uhh i shud sayy.

but whut der heck, i juz L0VE it to bits.

heeeks.

its a skin DONE BY ME OK?

heeeheee.

i've d0ne a new skin for my 0tha blogg too..

i mean, i changed the background.

im kinda lazy to change the whole skin

but i'll do it sooner or later.

comments anyone?

september hols?

speaking of which,

im soo veryy excited.

i juz cant wait but nevertheless,

i havta study and study for

my final year.

dats a whole lot of things to do.

teachers' day celebration?

i bet some of ur schools are busy preparing for

em.

yeahh..

myne too.

evryone's so enthusiastic.

weeeheehee~!

and, the celebration's this wednesday fer

me school.

i dunno fer otha schools..

i cant wait!

--------------------------------------------

i hav not enuff sleep!!!

arghhh!!

ytd, i talkedd to my huneyy

till 6am this morning..

woahh..

well, dats one of the most longest

call ever.

we had a good talk n i really

appreciate it.

weeeheee~!

i wanna go n bathe,

i wanna go jurong point.

huneyy, my trip to geylang's cancelled.

im lazy to go laa.

heeeks. (=

toodles~!

2005-08-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

im sick!!

haizzz..

my b0dy's aching and shaking all over.

i dunnoe wads happenning to me.

ughh.

i hate it.

i didnt attend skool today.

coz im plain sick.

haizzz..

i cant stand it.

n to my huneyy agen;

dun worry.

u attend ur course 0kayy?

im g0nna b alryt.

i'll juz face it myself.

DUN trouble urself.

0uhkayy?

mwwaaahhxx!

im OUT.

gotta tidy upp my hse.

haixx.

TATA.

2005-08-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

heyl00!

heeeks.

i feel lyk it's been a l0ng tyme since i've updated.

yeahh, i dunn0 y..

time flies sl0w these days fer me.

T0DAY.

hmmm, sk00l's fun t0day!

hahakz.

ferstly, we managed t0 catch my teacher 0n vide0

while she was mad n she didnt n0tice it.

hahahahah.

it was fun!! hehehe.

ms y0ng, u've g0t punk'ed!

hehehe.

den, i g0t my preci0us necklace back!!!

hehehe.

i l0ike!

but sadly, im juz n0t feelinkk well.

my b0dy was shaking thru0ut..

haixx..

i felt sick.

but, i managed t0 put a big smile 0n my

face thru0ut the day.

heeeks.

anw, t0 my huneyy..

pls dun w0rry abt me 0k?

i'll be fyne.

i'll take care 0f myself.

n abt wad u t0ld me juz nw..

im s00 t0uched!

hehehhe.

i l0ve u sh00 much.

0uhh yaa..

i ferg0t t0 tell ya peepz..

im participating in the GRSS ID0L.

yeahh.. i'm f0rced t0.

k whutever.

i'll pr0bably sing 'danger0usly in l0ve'.

weeeheeehee~!

n 0f c0z, dat s0ng will be dedicated t0 my best bud,

hanah n my huneyy!!

hehehee.

y my best bud?

c0z she simply l0ves dat s0ng n she wants me t0 sing it!

heeeks.

s0 grrl, dat s0ng's g0nna b fer u..

hehe.

i wanna prepare my b00ks n test fer tml.

gd nyt peepz.

2005-08-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

i'll update s00n!

mishh ya'll!

2005-08-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

jeng jeng jeng!

hehehe.

its nw 2am in the m0rn.

hahakz.

yeahh, im n0t sleepinkk.

i wanna study.

heeeks.

i n0e it w0nt really werk but trust me,

wen im enthusiastic (c0rrect spelling?) , i cant aff0rd t0 wait.

i'll juz g0 0n n 0n..

k whutever~

im tired laa actually.

keep 0n studyin...

its 0ne m0re m0nth 0nly.

there isnt much tyme left..

i cant afford to waste tym.

i g0tta make full use 0f it.

0uhwell, i think..

i'll c0ntinue back studyink.

be updating agen s00n.

huneyy, i mish u!

sms me 0kayy?!

mwaahx!

.tata-titi-tutu.

2005-08-21T18:03:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00!

s0rie fer n0t updating peepz.

neh00s, im s00 bz these days.

hahakz.

sk00l, huneyy baby, family, frenz..

yeahh..

i miss bl0gging.

as much as i miss u guys.

im veryy b0red ryt nw.

well, t0 recap..

190805.

it was 0ur 1st month.

weeeheee~!

mem0ries..

l0ads 0f them.

i juz h0pe t0 be wif him f0rever.

MY MR MICKEYY;

he made me str0ng.

he changed me,

my attitude.

he's my evrything.

he's the best guy i've ever met.

i simply cant keep him 0ff my mind.

heeeks.

thank u huneyy. fer evrything.

0uhwell, im g0nna g0 0ut ltr.

i dunn0e whr t0.

im s0rry t0 keep u guys waiting f0r this entry.

hahakz.

yeahh.

shmuackx t0 all!

g0tta g0.

nyahaha.

PS; i've cut my hair!!heheh.

t00dles!

2005-08-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

heyl00 all.

i juz came back juz nw.

i swear, sk00l is s00 gettinkk b0rinkk by day.

i hate it.

but i cant d0 anything.

my mum says she wnt let me retain 0r dr0p t0 n0rmal either.

haizzz..

juz nw was physics n P0A.

haah!

it t0tally sux!

ishk..

im n0t b0thered if i fail this tyme.

i 0nly care abt my final year examinati0ns.

i wanna make my mum happy.

as well as my huneyy.

i miss him s00 much these days.

i'll 0nly get to meet him this friday.

and its tw0 days away.

but whutever it is,

i g0tta be patient.

heeeks.

i h0pe i will.

im g0ink nuts.

tml's my maths paper.

i'll havta revise.

maybe later i'll acc0mpany my syster wif fir.

s0 whut if they dun hav privacy?

its public 0k??!!

nyahahaa.

whut a mean syster kikyn has.

hahaha. '-.-

i wanna bathe n g0 0ff.

i h0pe i can study dis tyme r0und.

i mishh u huneyy.

stay put n stay str0ng..

0nce ur art c0ursewerk is finished, u can

relax a lil'.

till den....

.byebye.

2005-08-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

heyl00 angels.

i've been very lazy nwadays. heeeks. s0 theref0re, that is why i pr0bably dun bl0gg 0ften. anyways, i've g0t l0ads 0f pr0bems t0 settle. haizzz ..

i did n0t attend my s0cial studies c0mm0n test t0day. dats a "0". i wanted t0 take an MC but it will be 0f n0 use, the d0ct0r w0nt give me c0z it's already late. my parents d0n't kn0w. haah!

0k0k. i met my huneyy baby yesterday. heeks. sh00 happy! wahaha. 0uhwell, it was t0tally fun. we went t0 take 0ur pendant. the jigsaw 0nes, wif the girl-b0y signs n 0ur names engraved 0n it. i s00 l0ve it!! nyahaha.

0uhwell, g0tta bathe! heeeks.

t00dles~~

2005-08-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

heyl00 angels.

im s0 tiredd. very tired laa i shud sayy. )=

ysterday g0 t0wn, t0day g0 t0wn. w0aahh. s0 energetic huh? nyahaha. but, i've n0 energy t0 study. ishk3..

0uhwell, i was depressed juz nw. very depressed. misunderstanding wif my baby. haixx.. but its 0k nw..

;huneyy, dun w0rry.. i wnt find an0ther. fer u, i'd d0 anything. dun wanna b apart frm u. i heart u!

0k laa..

t00dles!

2005-08-13T14:06:00.000+08:00

i wanna g0 t0wn!

t00dles!

2005-08-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

heyl00 angels.

mwahahaha! im s00 tired. k CRAP. (=

0uhwell, t0day.. atikah didnt attend sk00l. s0, that simply means, she didnt attend her auditi0n as well. haizz.. sad st0ry.. ishk..

0k laa, back t0 realityy 0k? nyahah. its sad dat i didnt attend sk00l n auditi0n. i had t0 help my mama. s0, went t0 her werkplace laa. 0ver there, i ate twice. n0t inclusive 0f the bread n the whutever shites dat is. it was s0 damn tiring. had t0 carry l0ads 0f b0xes n dat w0man, asking me t0 d0 dis n dat as if she pays me. haaah! idi0t! (im n0t referring t0 my mama 0k?)

after werk, me n my mama went t0 M-industries. nyahaha. i b0ught a new mickey bag! wahahaa. i l0ike! den, my mama b0ught f0r my syster a mickey shert. she, herself b0ught s0me kinda shert frm sumwhr near. s0, wen we were deciding 0n wat t0 buy, my irritating papa called. he asked us whr were we n asked us t0 g0 t0 BUGIS t0 find a charger f0r his walkie talkie! arghh! my mama was frustrated n s0 was i c0z i wanted a mickey slip-0n badly n my papa is gettink 0n my nerves. ugh!

k whutever.. as we were walking t0wards the MRT stati0n, he called. he said its 0k. he can g0 there by himself n search f0r the charger himself. s0, me n my mama turned t0wards wisma. ferst st0p, charles n keith. my mama b0ught tw0 sh0es. sec0nd st0p, M-industries agen. i badly wanted dat slip-0ns fer myself. there was 0ne but i didnt lyk the design n f0rtunately, there was n0 size. hahakz. s0 yeah, we went 0utta dat place as it was abt t0 cl0se.

went 0ut n t00k 190 t0 clarke quay. we juz wanted t0 waste 0ur tyme. heeeks. den, wen we reached clarke quay, we cr0ssed the r0ad n t00k 190 back. wahahaa. i l0ike! den, dr0pped at mc n ate. w0ahh. i was full man! hahakz. after which, went t0 prime n den straight h0me.

t0day is a tiring day indeed. im s00 tired alredy. but 0f c0z, i enj0yed myself.

0k laa, i wanna bathe m sleep. g0tta reach unity at 7.30am. ishk. heeeks. tata~!

sleep well ppl.

2005-08-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

heyl00 angels.

heeeks. im s00 stressedd 0ut. g0t l0ads 0f different things t0 d0 n0wadays. im suffering frm c0ugh n flu. n it t0tally sux c0z i gt my talentime audition tml. i've g0t tw0 auditi0ns.. ferst, s0l0. den, wif niezam. im g0nna sing 'seindah biasa' by siti nurhaliza f0r the s0l0 n 'bila cinta didusta' by syura & amy f0r the duet. n nw, my class is still deciding whether t0 d0 dat teachers' day dance 0r n0t. if my class were t0 participate, i'd hav no tyme t0 manage my studies n stuffs. haiy0y0k.

anws, im trying hard t0 manage wif my maths. haixx. my c0mm0n test will be based 0n circles and c00rdinate ge0metry. hw i hate c00rdinate ge0metry. it sux 0kayy? i dunn0 hw t0 apply the numbers with the f0mulae. arghhH! the circles is kinda 0k fer me. but whut da hell? i still must persevere.

0uhwell, g0tta find the lyrics f0r tml.

t00dles! pheeeweeett!

huneyy, i mish u!

2005-08-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

im tired.

g0t l0tsa things t0 d0.

='(

he's my all..

2005-08-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

being with him evry day was lyk a dream c0me true. i mean its lyk.. W0W. it all started s0 suddenly..

true enuff, fer me.. im juz a fickle minded grrl. as in, i always change my mind wen it c0mes t0 guys. lyk, 0ne day i lyk him, 0ne day i dun. hahakz. s00 fickle. den, wen i met him.. my mind suddenlyy g0es woooshhh!

i suddenly f0rget hw freaky guys can be. hw mean, hw pain-in-the-ass kinda thingyy. he came, without warning.. n den, my perception on guys changed. it was a maj0r change fer myself in juz tw0 weeks. haha. suddenly, i l0ved studying, i l0ve reading n i l0ve whutever dat im n0t supp0se t0 l0ve. wahahaha!

i l0ve dat feeling, juz lyk i l0ve my huneyy. heeeks. he's all i ever want in a guy. i n0e sum 0f u guys will g0 lyk.. alaa, ni sumer skejap jer...

hahaha. gues wad? i juz feel s00 secure dat i nvr want t0 let him g0. hahakz.

------------

my huneyy, my lyf.

my l0ve, my evrything!

------------

im g0nna mishh yaa huneyy.

mwaahx.

2005-08-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

heyl00.

nati0nal day's finally 0ver. heheheh. 0uhwell, ytd, i went 0ut wif my family. ferstly, we dr0ve ard t0wn. w0ahh, it was alredy kinda deserted. heeks. 0nly 10pm n der were s0 few ppl in t0wn. i can really c0unt dem. i've never seen t0wn dat deserted bef0re. its really sh0cking. den, we dr0ve ard cityhall area. my father dr0ve t0wards the padang. evrything l00ks kinda small in real lyf. hahakz. there were 0nly s0me banglahs n s0me army peepz. they were cleaning upp the padang. It was FULL of litters c0z i saw 0ne hug c0ntainer 0r smth n evrything was being dumped there. w0ah, singap0reans.. u all really kn0w hw t0 litter huh? heheh.

0uh yaa, did i menti0n? bef0re dat, we passed by shangrila apartments 0r whutever it is spelled as. den, dat beyl00 syster 0f myne was lyk 'huh? SHANGILA apartments?' my parents n i burst 0ut luffing. wth? shangila? 0rg yg tgl saner sumer giler agaknyer! hahakz. n den, the sec0nd r0und, 'ehk? kak, satu hari kiter pegi FUNAN DIGITAL MALL ehk?' she said dat t0 me!! hahaha. i cudnt st0p luffing. s0 cute seyy.. haha. she's always s0 blurr! heeeks. (=

after driving ard t0wn, we went t0 kallang. we wanted t0 eat but had t0 find a cash dep0sit machine. den, luckily, there was 0ne at geylang bahru. after dep0siting, we went t0 eat! yeay-ness. i was fcukin hungry siaa. i ate the mee-g0reng. t0tally superb. heeeks. i als0 ate the s0up-kambing. nyahaha. GIGANTIC ME.

after eatinkk all th0se, i ate mashed p0tat0.. haixx.. gr0wing fat laa atikah. hehehe. after dat, we went t0 the beach! ahahkz. yeaah, changi beach. there wasn't many ppl ard. i read my b00k n enj0yed the breeze. c00ling, s00thing, relaxing.. dats hw i wud describe dat nyt t0 be. after an hr 0r s0, i wanted t0 g0 hm. i didnt n0e y.. but bef0re we really went h0me, we went t0 7-11. i b0ught my ice-cream. whut else? heeks. (=

wen we finally g0t h0me, i checked 0n my hp. im alredyy s00 missinkk my huneyy .. heeeks.

he msged me n called me wen i wasnt at h0me dat nyt. -s0rie huneyy. im s0rry fer dat aftern00n t00. s0 s0rie t0 make ya w0rry. h0pe u'll f0rgive me. (=

anws, he sent me a p0em..

-----------------------------------------------

Basically, im in l0ve.

Im in l0ve with a d0ve.

A d0ve as pure as a white gl0ve.

A d0ve dat flew thru the wind0w.

Sits still and l0w.

It blew me away,

And then it t00k me al0ng the way.

It brought me t0 a place where i've never been bef0re.

Sh0w things i never ever saw.

Just like us.

We met unexpectedly.

I sh0w u the way.

I guide u magically n u flew me away wif ur l0ve,

t0uch n heart.

I just heart u hunny..

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t00dles.

i l0ve u huneyy!

2005-08-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

where's my papa?? im gettinkk hungry!

0k NUTS. heeeks. c the tyme nw? nw den my papa asks us 0ut. haiy0y0k. late ryt? i n0e. pretty 0bvious isnt it? hehehehe. idiot. 0uhwell, tata.

my st0mach's singing...

2005-08-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz.

im back f0r an0ther update. haiz.. t0dayy, i w0ke upp late. ard 12.30 i gues.. yeahh.. n c0incidentally i w0ke upp at the same time as my huneyy. heeks. (=

t0day, i dun thinkk i'll be meetinkk him. y? i dunn0. c0z maybe i'll be g0inkk 0ut wif my family.. but, it isnt c0nfirmed. im s00 tired. i hafta finish my hmwk by thursday m0rning. w0ahh.. dats a sh0rt peri0d given f0r s0 much hmwk.

haixx..

NATI0NAL DAY is t0day but still, i hav n0 idea whr t0 g0.. shits nits.

enj0y urselves peepz.

happy day. happy nati0nal day! hahakz. (=

2005-08-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

heyl00.

i juz came back frm meetink my huneyy. had l0tsa fun t0day. hahakz. 0uhwell, im kindaa lazy t0 type. heeks. ( =

sk00l was super b0rink. i had n0 idea wad the principal was making 0ut. hurr.'-.-' n0nsense 0f c0z. nyahaha.

tml's nati0nal day.. wad d0 u guys hav in mind? hav a plan? tell me yea? hahakz. i've n0 plannie ryt nw. juz wait n c till tml c0mes! hahakz.

btw, tyme flies fast yea? by next week, its alredy my 0ne m0nth wif my dearest huneyy. w0ahh. im sh00 happy! nyahaha. h0pe we last l0ng2 laa. -aru 0ne m0nth da kec0h2. hehe.

k laa, im 0ff. wanna study, read my b00k 0r even SLEEP. heeks. TIRED laa. (=

happy nati0nal day singap0re!

w0nderful sunday. x)

2005-08-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

heyl00.

im s00 tired n at the same time happy. hahakz. i've g0t my hp back! yeay-ness. heeeks. n als0, im nw in g00d terms wif my mama. (=

anws, t0day i went causeway p0int wif my mama n systa. ate at swensen. w0ahh, we ate till i wanna burst. heheheh. i was t0tally happy. after eatink, as usual.. my mama went t0 c0ld st0range. b0th me n my systa had t0 g0 sumwhere c0z we kn0w its g0nna b b0rinkk. hahakz. we went t0 take a ne0card! hahah. it l00ks st00pid n cacat. hahahakz.

0uhwell, after g0inkk c0ld st0rage i b0ught a st0ry b00k. nyahaha. im s00 int0 reading nwadays. i l0ike! hehe. den, we went t0 ya kun kaya. my mama drank her c0ffee. i didnt buy anything. s00 full alredy.

den, all the way h0me, i read my b00k. ahaha. im a 'b00k-germ'! hwahwa! dats wat my mama lyk t0 say. instead 0f b00k w0rm, she lyks t0 say b00k-germ. hahah. i l0ike!

tml im g0ink t0 sk00l. im l0vinkk sk00l! hwaahwaa~ i wanna g0 n run tml but i cant laa. haiy0y0k. i s00 l0ve running. i s00 l0ve studyinkk. i s00 l0ve readinkk! nyahaha. k NUTS. i n0e.. heheheh.

i cant wait f0r tml. 'he n0e i n0e laa.' hahakz. mwahhx t0 my huneyy!

gd nyt peepz~

my lyf is gettink sucky.

2005-08-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

s0metymes i dunn0 y.. i feel s0 unwanted. im stressed. my parents treat me as if im an 0utcast. being sc0lded.. haixx.. theyy f0rce me t0 d0 things i just dun want t0. fuck my lyf. i feel s0 sick. i feel s0 unwanted. i feel s0 d0wn. im starting t0 hate my lyf even m0re.

i was juz beinkk sc0lded by my father. haixx.. d0 i deserve all this? i was being sc0lded bec0z i dun wanna f0ll0w my family t0 the beach. cm0n laa, im fcuking sick n my leg hurts. is dat ever wr0ng? my c0ugh is gettink w0rse..

my m0ther? she asks me t0 d0 this n dat as if im a servant. but wad d0 i ever get in return? i juz cant st0p crying. y must all this happen t0 me? m i s0me s0rt 0f animal hu deserves vulgarities after talking t0 them NYCELY? im s0 frustrated. they never understand me..

fark wif my lyf. i've gt n0b0dy t0 turn t0 xcept f0r him. i thank g0d f0r sending him. he cared. f0r 0nce in my lyf, im s00 thankful.

even my syster.. she has never been treated lyk dis. i feel lyk running away. but i cant. whutever i d0, there'll always be challenges. haixx.. y is this always happening t0 me? i hate it.

im living in misery.

='(

2005-08-06T10:20:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz.

my huneyy juz called me juz nw. weee~. hahakz. i'll n0t be meetinkk him dis saturday n sunday c0z im pretty lazy t0 g0 0ut n im als0 sick plus i g0tta study. hahaa. yeahh, dats it. g0t a l0t 0f things t0 catch up 0n. exams are ar0und the c0rner.

t0day will m0st pr0bably be a stay-h0me-saturday f0r me. if it wasnt f0r my sickness n my huneyy, g0inkk 0n a cycling trip, i'd be 0ut 0r i'd hav plans by nw. aniways, hanah asked me t0 g0 t0 t0wn wif her. im still deciding.. besides, hmwks hav t0 be c0mpleted ya n0e..

remember i t0ld ya abt my c0nflict wif my mama n dat we didnt talk? hahz. she did try n talk t0 me but i acted as if im a statue. i thinkk she deserves it f0r s0me reas0ns. i wanted t0 talk t0 her but if i d0, it wud juz sh0w dat i can easily giv in after wad she has d0ne..

these days, there are s0 manyy c0wards. y d0 i say this? this is bc0z, there has been a l0t 0f idi0tic taggers wh0 juz wudnt reveal their name. hakz. n den, they even dare t0 embarass the 0wner 0f his/her bl0gg in their 0wn taggy. i hate this kind 0f ppl. recently, my fren's tagb0ard has been spammed by this idi0t. i pity my fren but at the same time, i pity that m0r0n t00. i mean, y must he/she b s0 ign0rant? y n0t juz c0nfr0nt my fren? y is all this happening? simple.. because there are t00 many C0WARDS in this werld. their m0ther n fathers didnt teach them. n wads wif all th0se nasty c0mments? wad have my fren d0ne until u hafta giv th0se nasty c0mments n hurt their feelings? did they kill ur family members 0r s0mething?

haiayya. ppl these days.. i dun understand laa.. haixx.. when will this c0me t0 an end? ishk..

0uhwell, i thinkk i'd better have a sh0wer. my huneyy will call me agen later. heeeks. ( =

i l0ve my huneyy!

mwahhx!

t00dles.

hmy internet's back. weee~

2005-08-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

hey hey! hehs. im s00 happy. hahakz. wanna n0e y? hahz. all c0z my internet c0nnecti0n's back. eventh0 my hp's n0t back, i can msg my huneyy thru websms frm starhub. heheheh. im HAPPY f0r 0nce. hahahakz.

met huneyy juz now. im s00 happy t0 see him. heheheh. i l0ike! well, he fetched me n i was kind 0f unwell. i keep 0n c0ughing n having bl0cked n0se. haixx... it truly sux c0z i juz cant d0 a l0t 0f things lyk singin al0ng wif my frenz n stuffs.

0uhwell, he fetched me n we sat under 0ne 0f the v0id decks t0 study. he's been 0f great help. the n0tes, the m0tivati0n, the l0ve, the care, the supp0rt.. evrythinkk! hahakz. yeaa.. s0, after sum tyme, we decided t0 call fir c0z my huneyy wanted t0 buy ciggs frm him. s0 theref0re, i decided t0 meet fir at teck whye lrt.. but whut the heck, he was LATE. hahakz.

he came at abt 3.30pm. he was LATE n den, he finally said that the ciggs are unavailable at the m0ment n he'd giv my huneyy sum. heeks. ( =

i st0le sum 0f c0z. g0t t0 sm0ke eventh0 i'm sick. y? c0z im farkin stressed 0ut. we sat n j0ked ard. me, huneyy and fir. hahaz. den, after sum tyme, i called my syster dwn.

s0, the f0urs0mes j0ked n played a f00l laa.

had a great tyme juz nw. 0f c0z, wif my huneyy evrythink's great. hahaz.

0uhkayy den, im lazyy t0 update m0re. i'll b updatinkk tml..

t00ds all! x)

2005-08-05T08:38:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz..

s0rry fer n0t updatinkk.

been kinda bz.

besides, i hav s0me pr0blem0s..

lyf's been kinda t0ugh but als0,

fun in s0me ways.

i heart my huneyy.

he's always there fer me in terms 0f g00d

n bad.

i cant live w/0 him.

been trying t0 study these few days.

yeah, im kinda struggling.

i'm attending sk00l regularly n0wadays.

all tks t0 huneyy f0r m0tivatinkk me.

n0thing can replace him nw.

im in sk00l nw.

im havink a c0nflict wif my mama.

s0 theref0re, she has taken away all my freed0m.

including hp, internet n g0inkk 0ut.

i didnt even talk t0 her yest.

im kinda hurt by her acti0ns.

haixx...

t0day, huneyy will be fetchinkk me frm sk00l.

( =

i l0ike!

i mis him s00 much alredy.

i mis bl0gging s0 much.

anw, i saw dat tag frm 'grrl'.

k laa, whutever u wanna say..

as l0ng as u're happy.

but, wad i n0e is, i dunn0 u n i hav nth against u.

0k?

0k peepz, till here.

im still n0t sure whether i'll be updatinkk

much these few days.

but, be sure t0 tagg my bl0gg 0k?

i heart all u peepz.

but, i heart him even M0RE.

take care peepz.

a fyne tuesday..

2005-08-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

heyl00.

heeks.

wadd a tuesday.

nw's c0nsidered as a wednesday alredy.

i still cant sleep.

0uhwell, t0day, sk00l was fyne.

ferst tw0 peri0ds was english.

my classmates had t0 present their 0ral presentati0ns.

0verall, Ian n J0shua's presentati0ns were kinda 0f

the best.

i l0ike!

hehe.

J0shua br0ught his 'sigh' ( i dunn0 hw t0 spell it uhh but its

a weap0n used in dee' daredevil m0vie.)

it was interesting.

the thing was heavy but i managed t0 kind 0f swingg it.

yeahh. ( =

during the presentati0ns, i managed t0 d0 my malay

c0mp0s. hahaz. last minute werk.

but, surprisingly, i did better than my draft yesterday.

ahaha.

but still, it needs s0me impr0vement.

( =

had MT.

i was making a l0t 0f n0ise.

me n my frens g0ssipedd.

hehs.

nth better t0 d0.

we were talking abt masturah, the sec 2 grrl.

she makes me wanna puke.

had s0cial studies t00.

but f0rtunately, dat st00pid mdm h0 didnt c0me t0

my class.

s0, the wh0le class was chillin 0ut.

me, i was mugging f0r my maths test.

i wanted t0 sms my huney but t00 bad,

my hp's in the l0cker n der batt's l0w.

ahax.

s0rry hunz, t0 make u w0rry juz nw.

anw, recess, hadd my usual f00d.

after eatinkk, i went t0 take my hp.

yeahh.

had t0 wadd.

i mishh huneyy.

but, wen i t00k my hp, der batt

was still making pr0blem0s.

idi0t. haixx.

had Life skills less0n after recess.

we had t0 f0rm gr0ups n f0rm imaginary clubs.

my gr0up f0rmedd e talent sc0uting club.

hahahakz.

it was quite fun n funny. hehs.

i had fun.

n den physics n als0 ge0g.

i g0t l0ads t0 study.

even f0r maths.

i better buck upp bef0re my c0mm0n tests.

theref0re, i've c0me up wif a s0luti0n.

evrywhere i g0, i must bring smth t0 read 0r study.

ahaha.

anyh00ts,

dat freaking azri called me juz nw.

arghh! he keeps 0n b0thering n pesterinkk me.

hw st00pid can he be.

i t0ld him i hav a new n l0nger-lasting BF.

haixx..

n summ0re, he wanna patch upp wimme.

idi0t.

k whuteber.

im meetink my huneyy butter cake tml.

hahakz.

i miss him.

t0day, i didnt get t0 meet him.

i juz wanted him t0 rest.

i n0e he's tired.

s0, dats y.

hehe.

tml, i'll be g0inkk wdl.

mishh him s00 much alredy.

n as i said, im g0nna bring my hmwk n study

wenever necessary.

im stressed wif my studies.

i <3 my huneyy.

2005-08-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

heyl00z.

im sh00 tiredd.

after a day in sk00l.

im nw eatinkk derr fried n00dles my mama c00ked.

im s00 damn hungry.

heeeks.

( =

t0day, sk00l is 0k.

lucky fer me, ms y0ng didnt turn up

f0r dee' m0rning assembly.

s0, i need n0t hand in my letter 0f xcuse.

ferst tw0 peri0ds was m0ther t0ngue.

haiyi0y0k.. as usual.. b0rinkk..

had t0 d0 l0ads 0f karangan n i hav t0

pass it upp byy tml.

s0, 1 hmwk f0r t0day.

den, after m0ther t0ngue was physics.

tw0 peri0ds as well..

i dun understand a single thing.

waves.. haaah!

but 0f c0z, i hav an0ther hmwk.

mreps..

i had maths after dat..

haixx..

was sc0lded...

4 n0t attending sk00l regularly.

k whutever.

retest tml.

study t0day.

heeks.

yea2.. as if.

recess.

fun..

0f c0z laa, get t0 eat wadd!

hahahakz.

after recess, chemistry.

had surprise test.

i slept durinkk derr test.

ahaha.

im always lyk dat..

hahakz.

den, had P0A.

i didnt even pay attenti0n.

hahakz.

keep 0n scribblinkk 0ur names 0n my paper

& b00k.

yea, i was DAT b0red.

heeks.

i drew fer nisa, haryati n amalina their names..

big2, 0n small pieces 0f papers.

i dutn0e y they asked me t0 d0 s0..

i felt lyk dee' artist 0f der day.

hahakz.

durinkk 0ur break..

went t0 buy s0me chicken, smsed hanah

n stuff.

after the break, we were supp0sed t0 hav 0ur self-study

but instead, we had t0 g0 t0 derr hall f0r s0me briefing.

it was abt dee' trip t0 camb0dia briefing.

after the teachers hav explained..

sumhw, i felt dat i juz hav t0 help.

der children derr l00ks s0 pitiful.

i wish i cud help.

der trip is lyk s00 cheap..

lyk deyy say, camb0dia isnt really a c0untry whr t0urists can

visit.

t0 really g0 there, its kind 0f a tedi0us pr0cess.

havta ask permissi0n frm dee' embassies.. g0vernment..

blaablaa..

s0, i'll havta payy $500, but $300 will be paid by my

edusave... n derr 0tha $200, cash..

n additi0nal 0f an0ther $50 f0r vaccines.

n summ0re, derr things there are lyk s00 cheapp.

s0, nw, i juz wanna ask permissi0n frm my papa

n get my applicati0n pr0cessed.

but 0f c0z, if i were t0 g0, im s00 g0nna miss my

huneyy. haishh..

0uhwell, im s00 tiredd.

i miss my huneyy s00 muchh!

h0pe i can meet him s00n.

hehehe.

i heart yaa.

mwahhx~

*yawns*

2005-07-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

heyl00.

at last, my bl0gg is finally 0k.

hahahakz.

u wnt understand..

hahah.

anw, t0day, went t0 cwp.

w0ahh..

i feel tired.

t0day, w0ke upp at 12 plus.

felt s00 damn tiredd.

maybe bc0z 0f der swimminkk yesterday.

heeeks. ( =

w0ke upp and checkedd my hp..

recievedd a p0em frm huneyy.

hehehee. i l0ike!

den, msged him.

dats my daily r0utine.

heeks.

at abt 1, bathed..

nb at abt 3, after buyinkk f00d fer my dad,

me n my mama went t0 cwp.

ferst st0p, CAVANA.

derr f00d was 0verall 0k.

s0, i ate n ate till i wanna BURST.

hahakz.

after eatinkk, went t0 buy my watches.

heeks.

k whutever.

2nd st0p, metr0.

buy my papa's underwear.

hahaha.

while my mama was br0wsing,

hadd t0 make s0me xcuse t0 see my huneyy.

hahahkz.

s0, went str8 t0 see him.

hehehe.

i sh00 happy!!

hahakz.

we 0nly meet upp fer a while n 0ff he g0..

had t0 make a m0ve.

i den, went t0 see my mama.

3rd st0p, ya kun kaya.

weee~! nyce.

ate n ate..

i was t0tally FULL.

4th st0p, c0ld st0rage.

my mama g0ne madd wif derr gr0ceries derr.

ahax.

s0, she sh0pped fer a l0t 0f things.

haiy0y0kk.

n der final 5th st0p is...

DELIFRANCE!

arghh!

f0rced t0 eat agen.

i 0rdered the ch0c0late f0ndant wif ice cream.

went h0me after dat...

hahakz.

n gues wad?

i wanna puke alredy!

i thinkk i hav seri0us st0mach pr0blem.

even if i eat a bit, i will feel lyk g0inkk t0 der t0ilet 0r puking.

haixx.

but aniways,

d0 visit my huneyy's bl0gg yeah?

http://dynsigner-art.blogspot.com

hahakz.

0uhwell, dats it.

t00dles all!

2005-07-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz~!

i feel s00 happyy t0dayy!

heheh.

10 hrs 0f t0getherness wif huneyy.

met each 0tha at abt 12 plus at cck.

saw khafiz at ferst.

hahakz.

b0th 0f us was lyk kindaa pissed 0ff wif der weather.

raining all derr way.

but wad der hell, rain 0r shine,

it wnt st0p us frm beinkk t0gether.

heeks~.

after meetinkk each 0tha, went all derr way t0 cck

swimmminkk c0mplex.

heeks.

we swam t0gether. hehe.

had a gr8 tyme.

we swam abt 2 hrs n g0t sick alredy.

sick as in sick 0f derr p00l.

hehe.

s0, we g0t changed n walked t0 l0t 1.

b0th 0f us juz l0ve walkingg! hehe.

ate at l0ng j0hn n after which, pr0ceeded t0 my hse.

i taught him hw t0 update a bl0g.

c00k f0r him.

watch tv.

tidyy upp derr kitchen..

blaa3.

basically, i had FUN! hahakz.

i really enj0yedd myself t0dayy!

heheh.

tks huneyy.

0uhwell..

i'll update agen tml.

hehehe.

wanna rest.

btw, check 0ut new pix at ; http://minnie-her.fotopages.com

& als0 new updates at ; http://astoryaboutus.blogspot.com.

leave ya c0mments yuh!

hehs.

t00dles ppl!

2005-07-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

h0ikz! heyl00!

wahahaha.

haiz..

t0dayy, i updatedd early..

bc0z..

atikah cab0t sk0la!

ahahah.

yeahh.

i really did dat.

at ferst, i was ready t0 g0 t0 sk00l.

den, was late.

s0, i decided t0 take derr cab n wanted t0 pay all by

myself.

but fcuking shit..

derr was N0 CAB!

idi0ts.

s0, den, i called my mummy l0r.

she knew im n0t cuminkk.

at ferst, me n my sis th0t 0f g0inkk back hm str8.

but den, we were super hungry.

i suggestedd t0 g0 t0 mc.

s0 yeahh, b0ught f00d n ate.

derr were a few ppl + a few cckss students.

hahakz.

while we were eatinkk, suddenly dis guyy came in n ask

dee cckss students fer their student passes.

hahaha. it was their teacher laa!

hahahakz.

they were den t0ld t0 g0 back t0 sk00l.

haha. me n my syster kept luffinkk.

when we finishedd eatinkk, we tried walking back.

n wen we l00ked at derr carpark.

we saw 0ur daddy's taxi.

arghhH!

s0, wad else, we decided t0 sit n der v0id deck n chill.

n als0, wait f0r my mummy's sms.

we talkedd n talked.

ask my syster t0 buy drinkk but instead, she

b0ught 1 wh0le plastic 0f ice.

haiy0y0k.

dat 0ne uhh.

we playedd a f00l uhh.

hehs.

finally, at abt 11, my mummy smsedd us.

s0, its alredyy a green lite.

we went upp.

n nw, im fcukin tired.

tml, nt g0inkk twn.

instead, be g0inkk swimminkk wif hunz.

s0 t0day's plan, CANCELLED.

0uhkayy den peepz.

g0tta werk! hakz.

t00dles laa!

2005-07-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

heyl00!

im currentlyy at my mummy's werkplace.

hahs.

s00 much free tyme.

yea2.

as if..

i skipped sk00l t0dayy.

hakz.

managed t0 psych0 my dad early in dee' m0rn.

after which, slept back laa.

lyk a pig.

hwaahwaa~

s0 b0redd.

yeaa, s0 dats y im updatinkk.

i mishh bl0gging s0 muchh,

juz lyk hw i mishh my huneyy.

w0ahh.

tml's fridayy.

at last, weekends r herre!

hahakz.

tml, i'll be g0inkk swimminkk.

h0pe there wudnt b any halangan.

c0z juz nw, i wanted t0 g0 but den,

my mummy needed my help.

arrghh!

luckily, huneyy underst00d my situati0n.

hahakz.

im s00 lucky t0 hav him.

0uhwell, tml..

ferst 5 peri0ds, F&N.

den last tw0 peri0ds, maths.

hwaahwaa~

i l0ve fridays.

hahakz.

t00k l0ads 0f pix t0day.

haha.

g0nna update int0 my f0t0pages s00n.

when i get h0me 0f c0z.

heeeks.

t0 derr ppl hu's been tagging 0UR bl0gg..

tks a l0t yea.

n fer th0se wh0's asked t0 b linkedd..

u're linkedd. x)

w0ahh..

feel s0 tired.

at der same time,

im missinkk my huneyy.

nvm.. tml!

cant wait! hahakz.

mwahhx~!

2005-07-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz~!

s0rry fer n0t updatinkk these few days.

been busy.

wif sk00l, wif huneyy.

lyf's been 0k fer me.

aniways, g0t a new bl0gg.

it bl0ngs t0 US.

he n him. hehs.

derr URL is ; http://astoryaboutus.blogspot.com

d0 tagg yea peepz?

n pls inf0rm me if ya wanna linkk derr.

0uhwell, i'll n0t b updatinkk much t0day.

super tired.

went f0r a swim juz nw.

hehs.

al0ne summ0re.

hahakz.

but n0t f0r this friday.

i'll be g0inkk wif huneyy.

heeeks.

mwahhx~!

0uhwell, pls visit 0UR bl0gg if u wanna

c m0re 0f my updates.

heee.

= )

rest well peepz.

240705

2005-07-24T12:13:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz~!

s0rry fer n0t updatinkk yesterdayy.

was t0tally tired.

i had l0ads 0f fun yesterday.

all tks t0 huneyy.

hehs.

in sk00l, there was dee` I&E carnival.

it's kinda sucky.

der f00d & fun fair carnival held last tw0 yrs was better.

maybe bc0z 0f dee` dinner, they didnt get t0 plan

abt dee` I&E carnival better.

hahaakz.

0uhwell, yesterday, huneyy came t0 my sk00l.

we had fun t0gether.

hehs.

three days straight 0f meetinkk him.

n nw, i feel inc0mplete f0r t0dayy.

n0t seeinkk him.

0f c0z laa, sundayy.

it's my family dayy.

i miss u S00 muchh hunz!

well, yesterday, azri msged me.

still wanting t0 n0e y dee` hell i br0ke upp wif him.

arghH!

i'm starting t0 hate him alredy.

i t0ld him my reas0ns.

n he said im a 'PEMBUSTED'?

hahs.

a msg t0 him;

eh pls laa. u call me a PEMBUSTED? hahz.

i had my 0wn valid reas0ns. nw u n0e dee` meaning

0f a heartache. dun u remember u exes? der 0nes u

dump f0r n0 reas0n? dat's hw deyy feel. dat's hw

HEARTBR0KEN deyy feel. geddit? i dun wanna n0e

anim0re laa. even wen im wif u, u didnt sh0w me

hw u cared.. u didnt talk t0 me as if im ur GF. instead,

u talk as if im ur fren. i dunn0e laa. i thinkk im juz

mistaken t0 hav given u s00 much freed0m last tym.

but whutever laa, let byg0nes, be byg0nes. i h0pe

u'll be happy wif ur future l0ved 0nes. im s0 disapp0inted

in u. i h0pe u w0nt c0me back t0 me. never.......

received a tes-t frm my cuzzie, sheila.

hahakz.

tks kak, fer dee` c0mpliment!

hehe.

i thinkk dats all fer t0day..

i may be updatinkk m0re later..

i l0ve my hunz s0 much. tks f0r evrythinkk yesterday.

t00dles!

tirinkk dayy.

2005-07-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz~!

im feelinkk s00 superr tired.

i came back at 8 juz nw.

bleargh~

0uhwell, sk00l was nyce juz nw.

a slacking dayy.

durinkk F&N, i did nth xcept f0r smsinkk my huneyy n taking pix.

hehs.

i t00k a few pix 0f myself..

if u wanna take a l00k, pls g0 t0;

http://minnieher.multiply.com

maths less0n, we had fun.

hehs.

we talkedd, luff n did a l0t 0f things.

mr k0h was practically in a g00d m00d t0dayy.

all bc0z 0f tml.

40th anni.

after sk00l, went back hm t0 take my tie n stuffs.

den, went back t0 sk00l.

my hp batt was damn l0w n i was t0tally pissed 0ff.

i didnt get t0 charge it.

wen i reachedd sk00l, i quickly rushed t0 see mr lee.

i th0t i cud help but in dee end,

he t0ld me dat he needs m0re participants,

rather than helpers.

s0 theref0re, tml, i'm g0nna b derr participant.

after appr0aching mr lee,

walkedd ard, den went t0 derr hall.

i th0t derr was a rehearsal f0r us but den,

wen i asked mr seah, he said,

THERE WASNT!

arghh!

after which, i decided t0 sit wif rachael.

we sat n talkedd n den,

we decided t0 g0 t0 der c0m lab.

i had t0 use starhub.com t0 sms my huneyy.

s0, yeahh, msg each 0ther n den, met at bp bus st0p.

we walked n talked t0 pending lrt stati0n.

frm derr, we went t0 teck y.

we sat under der v0id deck.

heh.

spent tyme, talking..

blaa..blaaa..

until 8.

his fren fetchedd him frm herre.

n 0ff i went hm.

i was s00 lucky dat i wasnt sc0lded.

haahs.

s0 relievedd.

im s00-l00kingg f0ward f0r tml.

heh.

cant wait.

my huneyy's c0minkk t0 sk00l.

yea2~!

0uhwell, im s00 tired.

tks huneyy f0r evrythingg.

i heart u.

t00dles all~

meetinkk huneyy~

2005-07-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00 peepz~!

i've juz came back.

kinda tired.

but seeinkk my huneyy's face makes me energetic.

ahax.

went t0 meet him juz nw.

at cck.

at ferst, i was kinda 'blind & blurry',

till i didnt rec0gnize him. heh.

yeahh.

we walk n i b0ught my rasta lanyard.

den, wen t0 wdl.

chill 0ut, t00k pix.. blaa..blaa..

i l0ve him l0ads.

tmr n saturday,

i'll be meetinkk him agaen.

heh.

i l0ike!!

huneyy, i l0ve u l0ads!

t0day, i hav n0 h0mewerk.

ahahaa.

nyce2.

i can rest.

weeee~!

anw, abt der pix 0f me n my huneyy,

i'll p0st it s00n.

take care peepz.

2005-07-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peeepz~!

im here t0 update agen!

hehs.

ferstlyy, i wana say dat between me n him has been 0ver.

a l0ng tyme ag0..

ahax.

im happy.

im in lurve wif my mickeyy huneyy.

hehs.

he's der ryt 0ne fer me.

dat, i can str0ngly feel.

he cares.

aniway, he gave me tw0 p0ems yesterday.

herre's hw it g0es..

0rchids dat gl0w.

Roses he brings t0 show.

He v0w 0n dis very nyt.

Wif u in his heart he h0ld tight.

Mis minnie, 190705 is a new chapter.

I wanna l0ve, care n share my life wif u till eternity.

A pr0p0sal i want u t0 c0mply.

Nw u r 0fficially myne.

*dyn hearts atikah*

0uhwell, dat's his ferst 0ne.

here's hw der 2nd 0ne g0es..

Feelings dat c0nfine us.

L0ve dat bind us.

U cum t0 my plce with0ut warning.

As i saw u shining.

My feelings are true.

Juz by menti0n th0se w0rds, i l0ve u.

U pull me thru.

De path 0f being wif u.

G0d let us met.

And s0 i shall said.

H0ld me tight, as i'll seek e light.

Kiss me wet, c0z we hav met.

Til eternity we live, h0ldin n l0ving each 0ther.

Ur Huney, dyn.

hw? hehe. all made by himself.

i was t0uchedd.

i really am.

hehs.

0uhwell, lets get back t0 sk00l.

sk00l t0dayy was fyne.

i didnt d0 PE.

was excused wif MC.

im still n0t well.

derr c0ugh n running n0se juz w0nt g0. ) =

enj0yed myself afta sk00l.

dancedd a l0t.

hehs.

i l0ike!

0uhkayy, dat's all i gues.

kinda lazy.

update agen later 0tey?

heeeks.

t00dles.

backstabbing st0ry? ahaaha.

2005-07-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

heys peepz.

i feel s0 b0red at h0me nw.

maybe later, i'll be g0inkk 0ut.

meet hanah n maybe, mr *mickey.

hehs.

im s0 sick 0f sitting at h0me.

it's been tw0 wh0le days, since sunday.

if i dun g0 0ut t0day, it's g0nna b thwee wh0le days.

n dats wad i DUN lykk.

) =

i dukn0e wads happening in sk00l.

sure, there will be ppl hu'll be backstabbing me

wen im n0t ard.

it always happens.

i'll juz hav t0 wait f0r news frm my bel0ved frens.

ahax.

aniway, i've been hearing news frm sum ppl

dat der sec tw0s are backstabbing me as well.

w0ahh.

wad derr hell sia these ppl.

but whutever.

i've n0 tyme t0 entertain them.

i thinkk, its better i g0 n bathe nw.

i'm g0nna meet em in a few minutes tyme wadd.

haiyayaya.

heeks.

t00dles peepz.

mr MICKEY's name included. ahaha.

2005-07-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

heyy peepz.

im herre t0 update agen.

as usual, xtreme b0redness.

he called me juz nw.

talkedd.

he went clubbinkk last sat.

0uhkayy whutever.

ferst tymer.

agen, whutever.

i dun wanna n0e laa huh.

he's sarcastic as ever.

he knew im sick.

still, he said "serves u ryt".

whud der heck?

aniways, im sick, talking 0f him.

rather g0 fer s0me0ne else.

n0t dat i wanna ---- him 0r sumthin, it's juz dat

he neglected me.

y g0 f0r sum0ne wh0 d0esnt care wen

dere's a l0t m0re wh0 really cares?

get wad i mean?

haixx...

t0tally stressed 0ut.

but at der same tyme,

i've f0und my replacement.

nyahaha.

my purfect MR MICKEY.

ahax.

yeaa.

he's sweet. caring. nyce. hilari0us.

n we hav dee` chemistry.

n f0r lyk sum ppl hu has been wanting me

but hasnt g0t derr chance,

im s0rry. u're t00 late.

especially f0r my dearest kekel;

s0wiee kiex.

ahax.

der last tyme ppl t0ld u i had a crush 0n u.

nw, i heard u hav a crush on me?

ahaha.

well, maybe its n0t fated 0r we'll juz hav t0 wait!

ahax.

bbual cam paham jekk aku nie. suda laa~

CUT DA CRAP tyk!

my b0dy's aching ryt nw.

dunn0 y.

haiix..

gonna take my medicine n sleep s00n.

but bef0r dat, g0tta call mr MICKEY.

ahax.

0uhwell, peepz.

sleep tyt.

( =

l0nt tyme nvr update.. hehs.

2005-07-18T10:10:00.000+08:00

heyya peepz.

s0riie fer n0t updatinkk.

changed int0 a new skin.

plain.

had t0 take frm bl0gskins c0z my ad0be ph0t0sh0p's

n0t werkin n im kinda sick 0f der previ0us skin.

im havinkk a high fever.

my temperature's been increasing n decreasing.

frm 37.8 t0 40.5 den back t0 39.2.

der d0ct0r said i hav s0me s0rt 0f sighness infecti0n.

s0, im given tw0 days 0f MC n a day 0ff fer PE.

he tried callinkk me yesterday.

many times indeed.

but i was juz t00 tired n sick t0 pick upp his calls.

i really am.

i dunn0 y im lyk t0tally pissed 0ff wif him.

0uh whutever.

i'd rather take care 0f my preci0us self.

dyn's been sweeter den ever.

keeps sending me p0ems thru sms.

ahax.

s0 sweet 0f u lahx.

hehs.

he's w0rried yesterday dat i fell sick.

dun wery laa k. im fyne nw.

0uhwell, dis sat's my sk00l's 40th anni dinner.

hehs.

i h0pe it's g0nna b fun.

if n0t, i'll ask mr k0h t0 refund my m0nayy.

hehs. x)

aniway, i went t0 berdpark last sat.

derr pix hav been upl0aded int0 my f0t0page.

theref0re, if u wanna take a l00k,

pls g0 t0 http://minnie-her.fotopages.com

ayt peepz, dat'll b all fer nw.

i'll try n update m0re s00n.

tataz~

haaahh~. whuteber.

2005-07-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

heyl00 peepz~!

s0rie fer n0t updatinkk f0r der past few days.

been quite bz.

n evrytyme i wanna update, i end upp

d0inkk s0mething else.

get wad i mean?

hmm..

s0, lemme tell u abt wads been happeninkk t0 me latelyy.

sk00l..

hmm..

been quite suckyy.

especially f0r c0mbined humanities.

been sleepink f0r th0se less0ns.

im alredy lyk a pig.

ahax.

f0r dee` 0tha subjects...

im determinedd t0 study hard.

wanna pass my exams.

i h0pe s0.

0uhwell, g0tta werk n pray hard.

me n him...

haixx..

gettinkk w0rse.

i juz thinkk dat relati0nships has its ups n d0wns.

s0, yeahh.

patience pays.

my lyf?

0uhkayy.

havinkk fun.

but i've s0me pr0blem0s t00.

went 0ut juz nw.

went t0 my grandm0m's hse n hanah's hse.

dyn called me.

he wants me t0 be his grrl.

i thinkk its my fault laa.

my damn fcuking m0uth.

cann0t shut upp.

keep menti0ning im single.

padahal.. padahal..

haixx...

0uhwell..

be str0ng.

challenges n temptati0ns are evrywhere.

haishh..

im tired.

t0m0r0 heading f0r bird park.

my cuzzie treating us.

haaahh.

till den peepz..

t00dless..

take care.

heeks. returnedd frm sk00l.

2005-07-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

heyl000!!! x))

s0rie i didnt update yesterday.

kindaa tired n bz.

haixx...

i've juz returnedd frm sk00l.

hehs.

sk00l was quite fun t0dayy.

i g0t a l0t 0f sleep.

ferst tw0 peri0ds was a free peri0d fer my class.

after dat, english.

g0t sc0lded.

f0r n0t cleaning upp 0ur 0wn classr00m.

lyk pig stye.

den, hadd maths.

was a free peri0d t00.

i slept all derr way during th0se peri0ds.

i was very tired.

recess...

i ate.

j0kedd ard wif my classmates.

after which, hadd P0A.

i didnt understand a single shitte.

n after P0A, der same 0l' ge0g less0n.

lameass mdm lee.

but t0day, it was quite interesting.

hehs.

0uhwell peepz..

im very tired.

g0tta bathe n take a nap.

cya guyz ard.

t00dles~

b0red. sick. 0uh whutever.

2005-07-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00! x))

im s00 freayykingg b0red.

dis is derr 0nlyy day i hav s0 much free tyme.

s0, dats y im updatinkk.

i hav flu n juz nw, i feel unusually sleepyy.

i d0tn0.

s0 as t0 av0id myy eyebag frm w0rsening..

i slept.

yeahh.

wad a nyce weather t0 sleep.

it was raining all al0ng.

i l0ike~

s0, i hav l0ads 0f english hmwk + chemistry c0rrecti0ns.

+ 0tha administrati0n stuffs t0 b settled.

i juz cant b b0thered.

my 0's are next yr.

hw m i g0nna c0pe upp if my attitude's lyk dis?

haixx.

juz prayy hard n werk hard.

0k crap-.

aniways, i've been receivinkk dis email abt wh0livesnearyou.

wtf is dat all abt huh?

it's spamming all 0ver my email inb0x.

ugh.

0uhwell..

im s00 tiredd.

i gues, im g0nna take my medicine n sleep.

hehs.

t0 my burfday b0y.

i mishh u laa.

call me pls.

x))

gd nyt all.

happy burfdae huneyy.

2005-07-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

heyyl00 heyl00 peepz! x))

it's been a l0ng tyme since i kinda update.

i miss updating th0.

ferstlyy,

happy burfdayy t0 huneyy.

0uhwell, lemme tell u a lil' bit abt my burfday.

it didnt turn 0ut real well.

my huneyy n me was lyk feeling kinda tired 0n dat day.

but i managed t0 stay happy all dayy.

i b0ught derr things i wanted at t0wn.

n derr, i saw quite a l0t 0f ppl i knew.

ppl lyk..

isha, farid, amalina, dd, kailun.. yada.. yada.. yada..

i was sad 0n dat day c0z wen i g0t h0me,

i was being sc0lded lykk hell.

but 0f c0urse,

i was still quite happy.

den yesterday, my mummy, br0, sys n me

went t0 causeway p0int.

ate at sakae c0z mummy g0t her burfdae v0ucher

n als0 c0z its alredy been a l0ng tyme since we've visited sakae.

yeahh.

we hadd fun.

walk der walk.

talk der talk.

den, we went h0me.

yeahh, n den in derr bus, met my x-es.

yan & ramzan + my 0tha fren, hairee n apit + yan's cuzzie, mamat.

deyy practically made a l0t 0f n0ise in derr bus.

den, deyy wantedd t0 l00k at my hp.

i gave dem my hp n deyy made a l0t 0f st00pid c0mments.

haiyaya.

luckilyy my mummy was sitting in fr0nt 0f me n n0t

behind me 0r else..

hehs.

i xchangedd n0.s wif hairee.

yeahh. n den, me n my sys walkedd all der way t0 NTUC

t0 dep0sit s0me cash n payy s0me bills.

while we were paying 0ur bills, dere were dis tw0

'banglas', l00king at us.

me n my syster was lyk,

"ewww!! idi0tic m0'fuckers! fuckers! st00pid ppl, l00king at us!"

we were, 0f c0urse, pissed 0ff.

den we walkedd all derr way.

0n 0ur way h0me, derr were dis tw0 b0ys asking f0r 0ur n0.

ahax.

dis guy hu came t0 me knew me seyy.

i dun even n0e him.

nyahaha.

den, i gav him my n0 uhh.

den, daa.. we walkedd h0me.

0n 0ur way, we den realized dat derr tw0 'banglas' were

f0ll0winkk us.

haiayaya.

kiter pn aper lagee, cab0t laa.

we ran all derr way.

juz t0 get away frm dem.

ishk.

wen i reachedd h0me, my mummy askedd me

t0 dep0sit cash agen.

s0, 0tw als0, i met wif derr b0y hu askedd f0r my n0.

i sat wif him n his fren.

talk n talk uhh.

he gave me ciggs.

hehe.

i l0ike!

den, unexpectedly, envy called.

shit seyy dat guy!

he talkedd n0nsense uh.

den, i askedd him t0 call back.

after sitting f0r quite s0me time,

i made a m0ve.

n after dat, my huneyy called!

hehs. i was s0 happy c0z at least, he can

talk t0 me while i walk s0 as n0t t0 feel

s0 l0nely.

g0t h0me n by midnight, i wishedd

my huneyy heppy burfdae.

heeee. x))

t0day, i didnt attend sk00l.

i went t0 p0ly juz nw.

g0t mc.

nw, herre i am.

bl0gging.

0k peepz, i'll update agen s0me 0tha tyme.

till den,

t00dles~!

happy burfdae t0 me~

2005-07-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00! x))

im 15!

hehehe.

im s00 happy.

heheh.

s0 t0dayy..

i'll be goinkk 0ut 0f c0urse.

heheh.

i l0ike!

meet my huneyy.

meet hanah n ayu.

n i'll pr0lly b meetinkk fir n fai t00.

;)

w0ahh.

im s00 very happy.

summ0re, hanah's mummy is g0inkk

t0 buy me a cake n c00k f0r me sia!

w0ahh.

i l0ike~

hehe.

0uhwell,

thanx f0r all th0se peepz hu remembered me

n th0se hu wished me ysterday n t0day.

i really appreciate it.

i lup u peepz!

hehs.

0k den,

wanna bathe.

t00dles~

lavender..

2005-07-08T11:39:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00! x))

im herre at h0me nw.

i didnt g0 t0 sk00l.

i wanna make my new IC.

hehe.

excited ehk? giler..

ahax.

in a few hrs tyme,

im g0nna turn 15.

ahax.

dat'll b lyk an0ther 12 hrs tyme?

yeaa2.

0uhwell, i'll update agen 2nyt.

wanna g0 n eat n als0..

g0 lavender!

hehs.

t00dles.

run!

2005-07-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00! x))

im s00 tired.

juz hadd my 2.4km juz nw.

came back ard 7.

n gues wad, i impr0vedd!

i g0t derr 29th p0siti0n.

last tyme, 64th.

p00r thing ryt?

ahax.

well2, sk00l's 0verall 0k juz nw.

heeks.

as usual..

i slept.

f0r physics n s0cial studies.

my 0tha classmates t00.

all t00 tired.

heeks.

juz nw huneyy msged me using his 0l' n0.

ahax.

he thinks i didnt keep his n0.

ahahaa.

sick in derr brain.

summ0re he text dis, "u buat pe ni adam."

wad derr hell ryt?

im g0nna luff at him t0m0r0.

f0r t0m0r0..

im g0nna b s00 l0nely.

huneyy cant acc0mpany me.

he's gt his N level 0ral.

ahaha.

gd luck dearie!

s0, i'll b s0 al0ne.

making my NRIC.

heeks.

till den..

t00dles~

w0ahh~ l0ng tyme siaa!

2005-07-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00! x))

its been a l0ng tyme since i've updated.

heeks.

all c0z im kinda bz wif my sk00l werk.

actually, n0t DAT bz laa.

im juz t00 tiredd.

0uhwell, i've been trying t0 catch upp wif my sk00l werk latelyy.

maths been kinda t0ugh.

luckilyy, i hav such caring teachers n frenz.

but despite all dat, i still need s0me xtra c0aching.

ugh. im still tryna buck upp.

n f0r 0ther less0ns lyk c0mbinedd humanities,

deyy always b0re me t0 death.

haixx.

wad can i d0..

der teachers keep 0n yakking n yakking.

lyk wad derr hell ryt?

hmm, wad else...

english?

0k0k uh.

i slept in class agen f0r 15 minutes juz n0w.

heeks.

ms y0ng practically didnt see me.

s0?

sleep laa! ahax.

P0A? F&N? MT?

0k0k laa.

P0A is quite 0k but s0metimes, i get c0nfused.

debit dis, credit dat. haixxx.

f0r F&N, i havent even attend any less0n yet but i n0e its g0nna b 0k.

MT is kindaa 0k t00 c0z m0st 0f derr tyme, we d0 dee

0 & N level papers instead 0f textb00ks n w0rkb00ks.

0k, enuff 0k sk00l.

i g0t 0ne sad news.

i L0ST MY PURSE!

n it c0ntains all my necessaryy stuffs lyk Ez-link,

m0neyy, sim-card & s0 0n..

haixx..

i miss bl0gging s00 veryy much.

i lurpp u peepz!

heyy, keep 0n tagging!

im really l00king f0ward f0r my weekends!

weee~!

i h0pe its g0nna b exciting.

heeeks.

0uhwell..

3 m0re days t0 myne.

5 m0re days t0 his.

11 m0re days t0 0urs!

nyahahahah.

t00dles~!

l0ng tyme siaaa.

2005-07-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

heyl00 heyl00! x))

it's been a l0ng tyme since i've updatedd huh. been bz wif sk00l. quite bz i shud sayy. i really miz bl0gging. s0 yeahh, i'll tell u wad happen t0 me last tw0 days. x))

erk, 0n m0ndayy, nth muchh.. y0uth dayy. s0, didnt g0 sk00l. i dun remember wad happenedd. ishk. sh0rt term mem0ry. = (

tuesdayy.. which is yesterdayy.. went t0 sk00l. 0k0k uhh. basically i hadd quite a b0ringg dayy. yeahh.

t0dayy. a very sad dayy. i l0st my purse! hw bad cud it be. im s0 farking devastated. i mean, hu d0esnt ryt? my ez-linkk, m0neyy, sim card.. blaa2. i cried juz n0w. haixx.

slept in english class. a badd dayy fer me. wad der heck. im really sad ryt nw.

yesterdayy, i sc0lded myy huneyy. he did s0me st00pid thingyy.

well aniwayy, i managedd t0 tell him derr truth abt dis guyy.

heyl00. erk.. 4th july alredy?

2005-07-04T15:31:00.000+08:00

heyyl00 heyl00! x))

hmmm, feels lyk its been a l0ng tyme i've updated.

hehe.

i juz miss bl0gging.

anyways, bef0r i start..

i hav a new email add n a new multiply a/c.

email-click here / multiply-click here

s0, yeahh. hehs.

derr previ0us p0st abt dat fcuking wh0re..

it's all bc0z i hate her veryy much.

erkk, s0, yesterdayy.

i went 0ut.

ferstlyy, went t0 jur0ng p0int.

ate at banquet.

i ate derr chicken ryce.

quite 0k.

den sh0ppe..

den went t0 delifrance.

den 0ff we went.

H0ME.

s0, i decided t0 meet my huneyy at cck.

we planned t0 g0 t0wn but as it is alredy 9..

i t0ld him n yat t0 juz hang ard teck y n cck.

n yeah, we had fun.

walk the walk.

talk the talk.

n s0, i planned abt saturday, my burfday.

heee. x))

maybe, yat, hanah, huneyy & me wud be derr.

im trying t0 get l0ads 0f ppl alt0gether.

i wanna hav fun!

wee~!

im s00 darn excited.

maybe later i'll be heading t0 ct-hall.

i wanna buy ciggs frm yat.

$5-6 0nlyy.

cheap ryt??

ahax.

s0, yea.

i juz h0pe derr's enuff laa huh.

hehe.

im fcuking hungry.

my mummy n syster's at causeway p0int.

heee. x))

h0pe they'll buy me s0me f00d.

ayt peepz,

dats all.

t00dles!

cheap wh0re.

2005-07-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

i agree wif ida's p0st dated 1ST JULY.

i mean, wads dat slut thinkingg sia.

she thinks she's puurrfectt?

c'm0n laa, get a lyf!

t0 u n0e hu u are!;

pls laa, tkm0 prasan.

ka0 da backstabb aku abes2.

tk puas?

aper ka0 dpt ehk?

present pe?

kla0 g2, aku pn nak siakk.

aku still tk paham..

amacam laki bleyy nk kn ka0..

wen u such a fcuking slut!

wads wif u ehh?

i juz pityy ur 'frenz'.

0ne dayy, they'll c0me t0 realize hw bitchyy u cud be.

maybe bitchy's still t00 g00d laa.

i'd rather call u a cheap fcuking minah wif n0 fcuking style

n wif a fcuking FOUL mouth.

pls laa, l00k urself upp in derr mirr0r.

u're n0t FLAWLESS.

u hav ur 0wn FLAWS t00 ryt?

i mean, hu d0esnt?

evry0ne's N0T purrfectt.

even ms werld t00.

ur such a sp0ilt brat n dat wad makes u thinkk u're s0 big ryt?

dat u cud hav der werld t0 urself.

n dat u cud hav evry0ne t0 b0w up0n u?

FCUK all th0se shitts laa.

i dun care if ur filthy rich.

i REALLY DUN CARE.

READ THIS SLUT!

U SHUD.

AFTER U'VE HURT EVRYBEDYY, DIS IS WAD

U CUD SAYY AS A REMEDY F0R U.

ITS REALLY G00D. AND IF U'RE

REALLY N0T SATISFIED WIMME,

C0ME N L00K F0R ME.

I'LL BE M0RE THAN GLAD T0 THR0W BACK

ALL TH0SE SHITES AT UR FACE.

FCUK U SLUT!

FACE IT, UR A FCUKING WH0RE.

URS TRULY,

NURUL ATIKAH BTE KARIM

weee~!

2005-07-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

heyluu heyluu! x))

im s00 happy sia.

ahax.

i g0t a new hp, a new n0, a new high cut mickeyy sh0e n a new mickeyy shirt.

hahaha.

i l0ike.

kec0h huh?

ahax.

went t0 heeren juz n0w.

b0ught huneyy a black 37 degrees shert.

nyce tauu!

ahax.

im lyk s00 relievedd after buying his pwesent.

hehs.

well2, my new n0?

0k laa.

l0ads 0f peepz smsed me.

still, i hav t0 inf0rm huneyy abt it.

heeks. ( =

hmm, later 0n, i'll be g0ink t0 my grandm0ther's hse f0 sure.

ahahaa.

gd f00d!

nyahaha.

0k peepz, tata!

pix.

2005-07-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

myy new stuffs. ( =

urs faithfully, ms happie.

fridayy.

2005-07-01T17:46:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

im currentlyy at my mummy's werking place.

hav t0 help her laa.

ahax.

derr shipment is here.

s0, yeah..

hav t0 help.

aniwayz, t0day, didnt g0 t0 sk00l.

c0z i was lyk late alredyy.

w0ke upp at 6:40.

actually, sempat laa.

but unf0rtunatelyy, i dun lyk t0 panic myself.

s0, tid0 balek uhh, ape lagee.

hehs.

hanah didnt g0 t0 sk00l either.

she cab0t wif ayu.

ahax.

ms hariyani askedd my syster abt me.

i n0e she's c0ncerned.

but wad can i d0.

i n0e im slacking.

im s0rry t0 b0ther u teachers.

but f0r sure, i will try and buck upp.

hu d0esnt wanna succeed ryt?

my mummy really wants me t0 studyy hard.

i want t0 d0 it n i juz h0pe my tuiti0n teacher wil b a nyce 0ne.

if n0t, haixx..

dat derr end 0f me. ) =

0uhwell, i'll hav t0 run next thursdayy if im n0t wr0ng.

wtf.

ishk.

update agen at h0me!

t00dles!

happyy. 0k0k laa.

2005-06-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

i've juz came back juz n0w.

frm whr?

i'll tell u as i g0 al0ng.

i hadd real fun. ( =

k, ferst, at abt 4, hanah called me.

she said she was t0tally pissed 0ff wif

kak raihan.

she saw kak raihan wif hafiz, her crush.

she was t0tally heartbr0ken as she treated

kak raihan as her 0wn syster but it ended

upp dat kak raihan betrayedd her.

kak raihan was 0n hafiz's byke seyy.

summ0re, she hugged hafiz n den she said t0

hanah dat she didnt even t0uch hafiz.

-liar.

lyk wtf sia? haiyaya.

after talking2, she said ina, her cuzzie's g0nna

g0 t0 her mummy's werkplace n dey're g0nna

meet upp.

i was lyk, eyy, aku mis ina uh! gerek

siakk kakak sedare ka0 tuu.

haha.

den, she said

she wanna g0 t0 her mummy's werkplace.

i said i

felt lyk g0ingg t0 my mummy's werkplace t00.

she t0ld her mummy abt it den her mummy invited

me f0r dinner at her werkplace.

at h0tel meridien.

ahax.

i was s0 sh0ckedd but at derr same tyme, scaredd.

scaredd dat my mummy wun all0w.

ishkk.

s0, i juz g0t readyy.

gamble uhx.

0ut 0f a sudden, i receivedd a call.

it was ayu.

i was sh0cked.

ahax.

she wantedd t0 f0ll0w.

hehs.

an0ther surprise.

s0, at abt 5+, i went t0 hanah's h0use.

put 0n therr pantyy h0se.

den, 0ff we g0!

we t00k dee mrt uh.

den, in derr mrt..

derr was this bunch 0f kids.

veryy irritating sia.

i thinkk l0wer sec students uh.

bauu tempekk siakk.

at yew tee, hanah, msged ayu, askedd ayu t0

make a m0ve.

abt derr irritating kids, 0ne byy 0ne alightedd.

at least, after a while, deyy weren't dat n0isyy.

ahax.

at w00dlands, there were this bunch 0f guys.

0k uh.. hensem jugak..

deyy weren't n0isyy.

but den, deyy w0re baju kurung siakk!

hahaha.

cacat.

at sembawang, we hadd t0 alight as ayu wasnt derr.

ishk.

as we were abt t0 alight, we saw idah chix's babyb0i.

he was wif his fren.

i went, ehk, mataer idah chix.

didnt n0e if he realizedd it 0r n0t.

wen we alight, derr bunch 0f guys alightedd t00.

damn irritating siaa.

we were walkingg t0 derr nearest bench n deyy went,

eee!

wtf siaa?!

i was t0tally pissed 0ff.

da tkder style, bnyk ckp plak.

i didnt jawab alek.

mls nk lyn seyy.

hanah didnt n0tice uh at ferst until i t0ld her.

she g0t s00 furi0us n she starredd at dem back uh.

den deyy repeatedd it agen juz as derr train arrivedd.

hanah spit 0ut all derr vulgar w0rds t0 em.

suddenly, we realizedd dat deyy left deyy thinggyy 0n derr bench.

we th0t 0f thr0wing dem away but den, deyy realizedd it n quickly t00k it back.

wad idi0ts.

wen derr train m0ved, hanah sh0wedd her middle finger.

ksi0w arr ehk. hahaha.

at last, ayu arrived.

hahs.

we t0ld her wad happen.

she was lyk, alamak mis laa aku!

hahaa. we den pr0ceeded t0 s0merset.

t00 manyy incidents happen t0dayy.

met yat at s0merset mrt.

walkedd all derr way t0 meridien.

met hanah's mummy.

after which, we 0rderedd drinks n startedd eatingg at derr buffet.

der f00d der is t0tally fcuking nyce!

ahax.

ate n ate.

den halfway, i askedd hanah t0 d0 me a fav0r.

i wanted her mummy t0 call my mummy.

f0rtunatelyy, she called!

ahaha.

im s0 happy!

haha.

my mummy appr0vedd.

nyahaha.

i lup hanah's mummy!

we ate n we talkedd.

talkedd t0 yat abt all s0rts 0f things.

he's a fun guy but it's a shame dat hanah dun appreciate him.

i gues, he quarelledd wif huneyy.

ahax.

after eating, we decided t0 make a m0ve uh.

we sent ina 0ff ferst.

den yat.

den derr 3 0f us walkedd all derr wayy t0 0rchard mrt.

we really had fun.

g0ssippinkk.

singing.

talkiingg.

critisizing.

evrythingg laa!

haha.

at der train, an0ther bunch 0f ppl carik psl.

ahax.

hanah n ayu was pissed 0ff but i juz buat b0d0h.

relek uh.

t0 th0se peepz hu tried t0 push their luck t0dayy,

pls... get a lyf!

ayu alightedd at sembawang.

me n hanah went h0me t0gether.

huneyy s0unded veryy pissed.

i dunn0 y.

haiyaya.

tr0k uh.

didnt even giv me g00d nyt kiss.

ishk.

k laa peepz.

t00dles!

m00dyy~

2005-06-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

im suddenlyy feelingg s0 d0wn.

s00 m00dyy.

s00 sad.

i dunn0 wads wif all derr em0.

i wanna g0 0ut but i dunn0 where.

wanna g0 t0 my mummy's place.

erks..

suddenlyy i feel lyk i wanna st0p sm0king.

feeling s00 d0wn.

huneyy hasnt called me.

i wanna meet him.

i mis him s0 much.

wads wif me?

issit bc0z 0f derr medicine i t00k?

y is dis happening?

i've g0t n0 m00d t0 tagg ppl.

even bl0g-h0pping.

even br0wing frenster.

dunn0 wads der fcuking matter wif me.

argh!

i suddenly mis ur kiss.

i suddenly mis ur t0uch.

i suddenly mis ur v0ice.

i suddenly mis ur evrything.

i suddenly fell in l0ve wif u.

y d0es it hav t0 happen s0 suddenly?

w0ahh. tired laa.

2005-06-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

i've juz returnedd frm sk00l.

my ferst dayy in term 3.

timatable changedd.

0utdated siakk atyk.

aru skrg nk blg. heheh.

0uhwell, l0ads 0f peepz mis me.

i dunn0 if deyy really mis me.

if deyy really d0..

y backstab ryt?

hahs.

i dun giv a fcuk laa.

lemme tell ya wadd happenedd.

PE, erk..

0k. had t0 run 2.4km.

fcukin tired. misery.

j0gged 0nly fer a while n den, walkedd wif wid.

den, english.

0k0k.

learnedd abt resumes.

yeahh.

i'll hav t0 d0 research f0r my 0ral presentation.

after english was maths.

fun.

mr k0h was in a gd m00d.

hehs. he's a nyce guyy laa i shud sayy.

learnedd graphs. lucky f0r me, i mastered

it well enuff in sec 2, s0, had n0 pr0blem0s.

recess was fun.

luffed all e way wif rai & c0.

ate n talked n j0kedd.

P0A was kinda b0ring.

i didnt understand a single thingy.

ahax.

dreaming all derr way.

den, ge0g.

xtremely b0ring.

mdm lee t0ld lame j0kes n i was lyk,

mrepek siakk!

ahah.

yeah, luckily she gav us a break in between.

0r else,

suffer.

assembly?

mi gawsh.

crapified by derr teacher's talk.

sarap seyy.

after dismissed,

went h0me laa.

b4 dat,

saw haikel.

heheh.

cute!

he lyks me.

ahah.

im s0 fcuking b0red.

hehs.

really.

t0 der c0re.

n 0ne m0re thing,

i saw raes, my ex.

0-laa-laa!

he's s0 cute!

hehs.

0uhwell, better d0ze 0ff nw.

tired.

t00dles!

im madd.

2005-06-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

i've juz came back.

nyahaha.

frm whr?

bukit bat0k driving centre.

why?

i acc0mpanied my mummy laa.

well2, d0wn derr..

w00h000!

s0 many mat m0t0r.

ahahahah.

but wad derr hell..

im n0t interestedd.

ahax!

aniwayys,

juz n0w, went t0 p0lyclinic.

t0ld derr d0ct0r wad's derr fcuking wr0ng wimme.

she gave me 5 sleeping pills.

take 0nlyy half.

0r else,

i cann0t wake upp laa 2mr.

0uhwell, i g0tta g0.

im missing my huneyy s0 much.

he's sick.

s0, n0wadays, i d0 derr talking.

haizz.

get well s00n hunz. mwahh.

0k den..

t00dles!

lalalala. whutever.

2005-06-28T07:43:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

im mad. yes i am. bleargh!

0uhwell, i've decided n0t t0 g0 t0 sk00l.

ferstly, bc0z my syster t00k such a l0ng tyme t0 get ready n im t0tally pissed 0ff.

sec0ndlyy, i've n0t enuff sleep.

therdlyy, im g0nna g0 t0 derr p0lyy t0 ask f0r medicine as i cant sleep these few days.

hu kn0ws? i may be suffering frm ins0mnia.

ahax!

but really, i dunn0 wads wif me.

ishk.

ppl are n0w at sk00l n herre i am, h0liday-ing.

yeahh.

anyways, hu derr hell's g0nna tahan?

i mean,

i'll hav t0 face myy f0rm teacher's face f0r 4 peri0ds?

mi gawsh!

she always l0ve t0 carik pasal.

pathetic ryt?

evrytyme she l00ks at my face, she'll be lyk wanting t0 giv me

DC.

fcuk laa.

i dunn0 if huneyy's in sk00l t0dayy.

ahax.

he has fever n is super lazyy t0 g0 t0 sk00l

alth0 he's N's are nearingg.

dunn0 wads bec0ming 0f him.

but whutever laaa.

i lurve u hunz!

n 0uhh yaa,

yesterdayy talkedd t0 huneyy.

he g0t t0 n0e i sm0ked.

haiyaaya.

he's kinda madd.

im really s0wiie~.

but den i t0ld him dis,

"alaa, tkper, nnt biler dabes, i st0p 0tayy?"

ahahaha! lyk real. h0pes dat dis'll cum true.

im lerving him m0re! haha!

lets c, timetable changedd.

pantat laa.

ge0g teacher, changedd.

assemblyy day, changedd.

fcuk kn? bnyk sgt laa tuu heng tukar!

n 0uhh, idah chix, did u g0 t0 sk00l t0dayy?

i lurpp my name being placedd s00 big in ur bl0gg.

its an h0n0ur.

really. ( =

im g0ingg p0lyy later.

hav t0.

i cann0t stand it anym0re.

i jus cann0t sleep at nyt.

cann0t sleep jek, start d0ingg st00pid things.

haiayaya.

i maybe g0ingg al0ne.

0nlyy if i cud bringg myy huneyy,

alaahai~

s00 gerek.

but dream 0n laa tyyk!

ur huneyy's s00 far in tamp n u?

in teck y.

nyahahahah.

my berfdae.

erk..

11 m0re days.

n 13 m0re days t0 huneyy's berfdae.

n 19 m0re days t0 0ur 2 mth anni.

w0w.

ahahaha. x))

giv him wadd ehk?

hmmm....

bleargh~!

nw den i feel a lil' bit sleepyy.

mrepek laa ni materr!

s0t2.

ahaha.

i s0und lyk myy ain. x))

heheheh.

nw, derr crazyy queen wanna sleep.

tata u guys!

harl0w n gd m0rn.

2005-06-28T05:51:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

gd m0rning evrybedyy. ( =

im s00 n0t energetic f0r sk00l.

im kinda lazyy but at derr same tyme, enthu.

sia0 ryt? yeahh, i n0e. hehs.

s0, t0day..

im g0nna see my f0rm teacher's face f0r abt..

4 peri0ds?!

mi gawshh! i'll puke 0r i'll even die.

haiy00y00!

faryzal wantedd me t0 lepak wif him, after sk00l.

i dunn0. maybe i shudnt.

shud call myy huneyy instead. hehe.

p00r him, fever.

w00kayy, i wanna bathe!

t00dles!

chiakk! w00h00!

2005-06-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

s0riee peepz ferr n0t updatingg!

well2, i hav t0 tell u wad i did in derr past 3 days. erk, frm saturday - m0nday. w0w. dats a l0t 0f things t0 tell. 0uhwell, lets start.

Saturday. went t0 three places. ferst, my grandm0ther's place. had t0 acc0mpanyy her t0 her h0use as her wind0ws need t0 be replaced. den, met put2. my grandm0ther invited her s0 as my syster n me w0nt feel dat b0red. asked put2 a l0t 0f questi0ns. cant believe she has tw0 b0yfrens. ishk. -per nk jadee? after which, went t0 my mummy's werkplace. den, immediatelyy b0ught hanah's present. den at 8, pr0ceeded t0 hanah's place. reachedd at 9. her dad n cuzzins asked me t0 sing. i sang. had a gr8 tyme. ahax. my huneyy didnt c0me. -haixx. aniwayy, i t00k s0me pixxies. g0nna upl0ad under pix 0rf da week secti0n. (=

Sunday. well, i went t0 l0t 1. huneyy called me juz as i was abt t0 g0 0ff. yeah, s0, askedd him t0 call back. den, at l0t 1, went t0 delifrance. ate l0ads 0f things. i was finally full. i als0 ate der ch0c0late f0ndant wif ice cream. it was really farkingg nyce! i l0ved it l0ads. den, went h0me. bluh2. talkedd t0 myy huneyy frm 11 till abt 5. den, b0th d0zedd 0ff, didnt g0 t0 sk00l. basically, we were plain lazyy n we were als0 kinda w0rried abt 0ur hair. hehs. b0th same2. hehehe.

M0nday. b0ught ciggs agen alth0 huneyy f0rbids me t0 sm0ke. arghh, i dun care laaa. -s0riee hunz. after which, me n hanah walkedd frm teck y t0 cck. yeahh. 0tw, met zubir, my ex, indra's br0. asked him abt indra. i missedd him. yearrp. he said, his br0 went crazyy after i br0ke upp wif him. ahahaha. farniee laa u idi0t! he's inside nw. haiayaya. dunn0 wads happening t0 these peepz. ahax!

0uhwell, dats all. at least i updatedd ryt? g0nna update m0re if i hav derr tyme. x)

t00dles!

pics;manjer & mama.

2005-06-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

heluu heluu! x))

i call dis cat manjer. he's my gem0k's buddy. nyahaha.

my mama is kiyuut! hahaha.

<3,beyl00.